WHAT FAMILY MEMBER WERE WE CONNECTED TO IN OUR PREVIOUS LIFETIME?

 WHAT FAMILY MEMBER WERE WE CONNECTED TO IN OUR PREVIOUS LIFETIME?

A.  I FOUND MYSELF UNEXPECTEDLY EXPLORING THIS VITAL FACT ABOUT EVERYONE!  IT TURNS OUT THAT IF WE PAY PARTICULAR ATTENTION TO THE DETAILS RELATING TO THE FACT THAT:  MOST OF US ARE SURROUNDED BY LOVED ONES WHO WERE DIRECTLY YOUR PREVIOUS PARENTS.  THIS FINDING IS VALIDATED WITH OUR CURRENT FAMILY MEMBERS REBORN AS OUR KIDS TODAY, ARE DIRECTLY A BROTHER, SISTER, MOTHER, FATHER, FROM OUR VERY FAMILY!  THIS IS A REASSURANCE FOR LOVED ONES DEPARTED IN YOUR DIRECT FAMILY, AS YOU MAY NOW TRACE TO YOUR MOST RECENT BIRTH IN THE FAMILY AS A NEXT POSSIBLE  FAMILY MEMBER RETURN AROUND US ONCE AGAIN IN DUE TIME OF 20YRS STILL IN TIME FOR MOST TO MEET BACK WITH A NEW GENERATION AS THE CHILDREN OF LIFETIME BEST FRIENDS LONG ESTABLISHED IN OUR LIVES IN  THIS ITALIAN FAMILY, ARE THAT LONG STANDING FRIENDSHIP FROM PAST LIFE.  OTHER FACTOR TO UNDERSTAND IS:  HOW EARLY IN LIFE YOU LOST THIS FAMILY MEMBER, EARLY LOSS OF A BROTHER, OR MOTHER, BY THE TIME YOU REACH THE NEXT GENERATION 20YRS AWAY AND BEGIN TIME TOGETHER WITH OUR CURRENT KIDS, BROTHER SISTER TRACE DIRECTLY TO YOUR LOST BROTHER OR SISTER!  AS EXAMPLE, MY GRANDDAD ON MOM'S SIDE, ANGELO DIED IN 1981, AND WITH AN UNEXPECTED CLUE 3 YEARS EARLY THAT WE WOULD HAVE 3 KIDS, IN 2000, 2001, 2002.  UPON NAMING OF THE THREE, SARAH, ANGELO, ANTHONY.  MY MOM WAS GRANDMOTHER FOR THE THREE, AND WHEN WE INFORMED HER OF THE EARLY NEWCOMERS, WE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT BACK THEN, UPON INITAL PREGNANCY FOR THE FIRST CHILD WAS ALREADY UNDERWAY IN SEPT 99 , BORN ON MAY 2 2000 SARAH BORN ON THE YEAR THE DRAGON CHINESE CALENDAR, AND PART OF MILLENIUM KIDS BORN WITH SPECIAL RECOGNITION.  ANGELO WAS CONCEIVED JUST 5 MONTHS LATER, IN TIME TO BE BORN BY MAY 30 2001, EXACTLY 20 YRS AFTER THE DEPARTURE OF FORMER ANGELO MY GRANDDAD, AND TODAY, ANGELO'S PERSONALITY REFLECTS IDENTICALLY PROVING THE DIRECT RETURN OF ANGELO'S SOUL, ITS QUALITIES, AND A DISTINGUISHABLE TRAIT THAT COULD ONLY BELONG TO ANGELO HIMSELF. 

WITH THESE FACTS, WE NOW COULD BEGIN TRACKING DOWN WHO WERE WE IN OUR DIRECT FAMILY WHO DIED 20 YRS BEFORE OUR BIRTH. 

- I WAS BORN IN 1968, ADOPTED BY MY PARENTS ONLY SON, BACKTRACKED MY DAD HAD A BIG BROTHER, WAS HIS HERO, WAS A TOPGUN FLYER, FLEW MISSIONS IN END OF THE WAR, ONE DAY THEIR SQUADRON WAS ATTACKED BY AN UNEXPECTED NUMBER OF ENEMY PLANES AND FOUGHT OFF WAVE AFTER WAVE OF ONCOMERS, EVENTUALLY, AFTER EXPERTLY AVOIDING  HEAVY FIRE FROM ENEMY GUNS, EVENTUALLY AFTER HAVING RECEIVED MULTPLE GUN FIRE FROM SEVERAL ENEMIES AT ONCE, HE BEGAN LOSING FUNTIONALITY OF HIS PLANE.  BUT WHILE MAINTAINING CONTROL, HE MANEUVERED TO FINISH OFF ANOTHER 5 PLANES, BEFORE THE NEXT ENEMY HIT HIM ONE LAST TIME LOSING CONPLETE CONTROL AND THE SPUN ALL THE WAY, DOWN , WITH DETERMINATION HE DOVE INTO A LAST ENEMY PLANE BEFORE CRASHING IN THE MEDITERRANEAN OCEAN.   HE NEVER RETURNED HOME THAT CREATED A HUGE LOSS OF A TRUE HERO WHO DID IT ALL, FLY WITH PASSION, BE A ROLE MODEL, THIS WAS MY DAD'S FAVORITE BROTHER, HE HAD THE HIGHEST RESPECT FOR HIM, AS A SELFLESS PERSON, CARED FOR HIM. '48

WITH THIS MOVING REVELATION, AND NOW UNCOVERING A GENUINE PASSION FOR FLYING IN MYSELF, SINCE I WAS BORN, PLAYING WITH TOY AIRPLANES WAS MY FAVORITE PLAYTIME, UPGRADED MY FLYING PASSION INTO FLYING MY VERY OWN REMOTE CONTROLLED MODEL, FULLY INTERACTIVE, THIS BECAME A HOBBY THAT ALLOWED ME TO TAKE FLIGHT STUDENTS AND TEACH THEM THE ROPES OF FLIGHT WITH THEIR OWN PLANE UNTIL THEY WERE COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO FLY SOLO ALL ALONE.  ONCE THEYGRADUTED, THEN WE EACH FLEW OUR PLANES SIMULTANEOUSLY,  HAD THE GREATEST TIME FLYING RC PLANES, INDIRECTLY THIS FLYING CAPABILITY, WAS BEGINNING A WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE FOR ME AT MY AERONAUTICAL SCHOOL HAS AN  AEROCLUB, WHERE THEY REGULARLY ORGANIZING FLYING TRIPS TO OTTAWA TO VISIT THE AERONATICAL MUSEUM, WHICH I ATTENDED TO, MY FRIEND PILOT IS A CERTIFIED PILOT WHO ATTENDS AERONAUTICAL SCHOOL SAME TIME AS ME, AND KNEW MY ENTHUSIASM FOR FLYING. ONE THINGS'S FOR SURE, HE LET ME TAKE THE CONTROLS DURING A GREATER PART OF OUR FLIGHT TO OTTAWA. IMMEDIATELY HE FOUND ME QUITE COMFORTABLE AT THE CONTROLS AND WAS PROACTIVELY FOLLOWING OUR HIGHWAY TO OTTAWA IN VIEW BELOW. AS OTTAWA BEGAN TO APPEAR IN THE DISTANCE, WE CONTINUED TO FOLLOW THE HIGHWAY , UNTIL WE FINALLY GOT TO THE OTTAWA RIVER AND FOLLOWED IT FOR ANOTHER 10 MINS. FINALLY, WE SPOTTED THE ROCKLIFFE AIRPORT, AND FOUND THE RUNWAY IN USE.  FINALLY HE CALLED THE TOWER FOR LANDING AUTHORIZATION, RECEIVED CLEARANCE, AND BEGAN SLOWING DOWN THE SPEED FIRST, AS SOON AS THE PLANE WAS DESCENDING, I WAS GIVEN INSTRUCTIONS FOR APPROACH SUGGESTING WE PULL TO SLOW DOWN MORE, TO GET A GOOD DROPPING RATE, FINALLY HE ADDS FLAPS DURING THE DECSCENT AND RIGHT ON THE CORRECT ANGLE, WE TURN 90 TO FINAL APPROACH, WHERE NOW WE BEGIN TO MAINITAING GLIDE SPEED, AND WHILE STRAIGTENING THE NOSE OF PLANE WITH THE  LONG RUNWAY GETTING NEARER, I WAS STILL MAINTAINING PROACTIVE CONTROL OF THE SHORT FINAL WHERE THE RUNWAY FLIES QUICKLY BELOW US.  CONSIDERING THIS WAS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT DOING THE FULL FLIGHT AS PROACTIVELY AS EVER, MY FRIEND PILOT FINALLY LET ME DO THE TOUCHDOWN, SINCE HE FOUND I WAS ABOUT TO LAND FOR MY FIRST TIME EVER, AND THE MOST DIFFICULT IS THE SMOOTH LANDING, AND ME REMEMBERING DIRECTLY HOW TO LAND SMALLER RC PLANES, ENDED UP GIVING A NICE SMOOTH NOSE UP PRIOR TO A SURPRISINGLY LONG AND PERFECT GLIDE IN BEFORE THE WHEELS BARELY MADE NOISE, UPON TOUCHDOWN, THE PLANE KEPT ROLLING SMOOTHLY DOWN THE RUNWAY, UNTIL WE SMOOTHLY SLOWED DOWN TO PREPARE FOR OUR TAXIWAY, OUT JUST AHEAD, WE DIDN'T NEED TO BRAKE, JUST MADE A SMOOTH TURN TO GUIDE THE PLANE ONTO THE TAXIWAYS YELLOW LINE.  AS SMOOTHLY AS OUR TAXIING WENT, FINALLY FOUND OUR PARKING SPOT AND SMOOTHLT MANOEUVERED OUR PLANE IN PLACE.  ONCE DONE, WE NOW COULD TURN OFF THE ENGINE, SHUTOFF THE POWER. AS THE KEY IS TURNED OFF THE ENGINE AND PROPELLER BEGIN TO STOP, UNTIL IT BOUNCED TO A STOP.   CONTINUED TO DO THE FINAL CHECKLIST FOR PREPARING TO LEAVE THE PLANE.  AFTER WE WALKED AWAY FROM THE CESSNA, AND MY PILOT FRIEND FINALLY TOLD ME THAT MY FLYING WAS FLAWLESS, PROACTIVE FROM BEGINNING TO END, ONCE I REALIZED THAT YOU HAD A SPECIAL TOUCH WITH PLANES, AND THIS QUALITY FLIGHT HAS PROVEN TO YOURSELF AND ME THAT YOU ARE A TALENTED FLYER WITH OUTSTANDING POTENTIAL, BECAUSE EVEN PASSIONATE DRIVERS, DONT MANANGE THIS WELL IN MASTERING MANEUVERING THE AIRPLANE.  WHAT EVER HOBBY IN FLYING REMOTE CONTROLLED PLANES, ALL THIS TIME HAS PAID OFF WITH YOUR FUTURE IN FLYING THE REAL ONE TODAY.  UPON RETURNING, I VOLUNTEERED TO FLY US BACK , AND I WAS BLOWN AWAY BY HIS STARTLING REVELATION THAT MADE UNDERSTAND THAT DAY, THAT I WAS ON MY WAY TO STARTING TO LEARN FLYING THRU THE FLIGHT SCHOOL,  AT BELOEIL.  UPON ARRIVING AT AEROCLUB , ON MONDAY, SAW A NEW SIGN UP THIS WAS FOR THE THEORY CLASS FOR FLYING, AND IMMEDIATELY WALKED INSIDE TO SIGN UP! WOW, WHAT AN OUTSTANDING TURN OF EVENTS, I WAS BEGINNING MY FAVORITE VOCATION OF ALL TIME, RIGHT AFTER FLYING EVERYONE TO OTTAWA AND BACK! AND THE THEORY CLASS WAS BEING GIVEN BY THE MASTER INSTRUCTOR AT BELOEIL AERO-CLUB. WITH LITTLE SURPRISE FOUND MYSELF DOING REALLY WELL LEARNING ABOUT THE PHYSICAL PLANES, ALL THEIR SYSTEMS, THE FLIGHT REGULATIONS, METEOROLOGY, AND THE INS AND  OUTS OF FLIGHT MANOEUVERS WHICH I APPEARED TO ALSO LEARN QUICKLY, SO THE THEORY CLASS WAS PROGRESSING WELL, AND THE NEXT STEP FOR THE CLASS WAS TO DO THE FIRST FAMILIARISATION FLIGHT DESTINED TO BE DONE IN THE REAL PLANE.  SO THE DAY FOR THE FIRST FLIGHT WITH THE SAME INSTRUCTOR CAME AND IT WAS GOING TO BE A TURNING POINT FOR MY FLIGHT TRAINING AS THE SAME ASSERTIVENESS WAS GOING TO PAY OFF TODAY IN WITH THE MASTER INSTRUCTOR,  WHO ALSO TOOK NOTICE OF MY FLIGHT CAPABILITIES, AS WE SPED TOP QUALITY FIRST MANEUVERS, TURNS, LIGHT MEDIUM STEEP , I WAS ABLE TO MAINTAIN HEIGHT, SO WELL, WE RETRUNED ACCURATELY INTO OUR OWN WAKE TURBULENCE AFTER COMPLETING EACH CIRCLE. ACED THRU CLIMBS, DESCENTS, WAS DEMONTRATED A STALL, AND A STALL SPIN, SURPRISINGLY EVEN THAT TUNRED OUT A BREEZE TO COMPLETE, AND MOST OF THESE MANOEUVERS ARE BY MEMORY FROM SPENDING YEARS FLYING REMOTE CONTROLLED PLANES, THIS IS HOW THIS WAS BENEFITTING ME IN HOW QUICKLY I STORMED THRU 20 HOURS OF LEARNING TIME.  IN JUST THE FIRST HOUR FAMILIRISATION ,  SIMON THE MASTER INSTRUCTOR TOLD ME I HAD A SPECIAL GIFT, TO BE FLYING THRU THE MATERIAL THIS QUICK  THIS WOULD SPEED UP MY LEARNING TENFOLD.  I COULDNT WAIT TO MY NEXT CLASS!

BRUNO'S FLYING PASSION INNOVATES CONCEPTS OF FLYING THRU SELF DISCOVERY

WITH THESE FACTS, WE NOW COULD BEGIN TRACKING DOWN WHO WERE WE IN OUR DIRECT FAMILY WHO DIED 20 YRS BEFORE OUR BIRTH.

- I WAS BORN IN 1968, ADOPTED BY MY PARENTS ONLY SON, BACKTRACKED MY DAD HAD A BIG BROTHER, WAS HIS HERO, WAS A TOPGUN FLYER, FLEW MISSIONS IN END OF THE WAR, ONE DAY THEIR SQUADRON WAS ATTACKED BY AN UNEXPECTED NUMBER OF ENEMY PLANES AND FOUGHT OFF WAVE AFTER WAVE OF ONCOMERS, EVENTUALLY, AFTER EXPERTLY AVOIDING HEAVY FIRE FROM ENEMY GUNS, EVENTUALLY AFTER HAVING RECEIVED MULTPLE GUN FIRE FROM SEVERAL ENEMIES AT ONCE, HE BEGAN LOSING FUNTIONALITY OF HIS PLANE. BUT WHILE MAINTAINING CONTROL, HE MANEUVERED TO FINISH OFF ANOTHER 5 PLANES, BEFORE THE NEXT ENEMY HIT HIM ONE LAST TIME LOSING CONPLETE CONTROL AND THE SPUN ALL THE WAY, DOWN , WITH DETERMINATION HE DOVE INTO A LAST ENEMY PLANE BEFORE CRASHING IN THE OCEAN. HE NEVER RETURNED HOME THAT CREATED A HUGE LOSS OF A TRUE HERO WHO DID IT ALL, FLY WITH PASSION, BE A ROLE MODEL, THIS WAS MY DAD'S FAVORITE BROTHER, HE HAD THE HIGHEST RESPECT FOR HIM, AS A SELFLESS PERSON, CARED FOR HIM. '48

WITH THIS MOVING REVELATION, AND NOW UNCOVERING A GENUINE PASSION FOR FLYING IN MYSELF, SINCE I WAS BORN, PLAYING WITH TOY AIRPLANES WAS MY FAVORITE PLAYTIME. MY FAVORITE FLYING AIRPLANE TOYS, WITH PROPELLER TO WIND UP WTH ELASTIC BANDS, COMPLETE WITH LANDING GEAR THAT COULD TAKE OFF BY ITSELF FROM THE GROUND. THESE DAYS WERE LONELY, BUT ENJOYING THE SUMMERTIME AT ITS FULLEST WITH ME AND MY PLANE, AND AS I GREW UP, MY AMBITION FOR HAVING LARGER AIRPLANES, WITH MORE REALISTIC FLYING, AND REAL FLYING MODEL OF A WARPLANE, A LEGENDARY P-51 MUSTANG, IN THE FORM OF GAS POWERED LINE CONTROLLED MODEL THAT REVOLVES IN A LARGE CIRCLE. THIS TYPE OF FLYING IS QUITE FAST, AND AS THE AIRPLANE ACCELERATES IT BUILDS CENTRIFUGAL FORCE, AND SIMULTANEOUSLY IT BUILDS TAKEOFF SPEED ITS THEN AIRBORNE. FROM THERE, YOUR HANDLE CAN SEND THE PLANE UP OR DOWN, BE GENTLE AND THIS FLIES INCREDIBLY REALISTICTLY, AND LANDINGS ARE ALSO POSSIBLE, BUT CAN BE PRACTICED FOR THE FIRST TIME, KEEPING STRAIGHT LEVEL FLIGHT, WHEN THE ENGINE RUNS OUT OF GAS, 2-3 MINS LATER) YOU CAN GENTLY PULL UP THE NOSE AS THE SPEED DROPS, PLANE READY FOR LANDING. ONCE AGAIN SINCE THE PLANE WEIGHT IS FELT THRU THE CONTROL LINE AND IT MAINTAINS ITS INERTIA MUCH LIKE A CAR IN MOTION, AND AS SUCH , I 'VE EXPERIMENTED SUCCESSFULLY AFTER GAS RUNS OUT, YOU CAN SPIN FASTER TO ACCELERATE PLANE BY YOURSELF. AND THE CENTRIFUGAL FORCE INCREASES WITH YOUR SPIN ACCELERATION KEEPING YOU FLYING AS LONG AS YOU WANT WITHOUT THE INCONVENIENCE OF FORCED LANDING NOW THAT THE LOUD ENGINE IS OFF, NOW YOU CAN PRACTICE SMOOTH TOUCH AND GO'S AS SIMPLER PRACTICE TO GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH LANDING APPROACHES YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO UNPREPARED WITH HANDLING AN EMERGENCY DIVE LANDING AFTER LOSING CONTROL OF YOUR PLANE. IN PARTICULAR WHEN THE PLANE IS TOO SLOW AND THE LINES GO LOOSE, THIS IS PRETTY MUCH YOUR  WORSE CASE SCENARIO, AND YOUR ONLY WAY TO RECOVER LINE TAUTNESS AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE IS TO RUN BACKWARDS REALLY QUICK WHILE YANKING ON THE STRINGS REALLY HARD. THIS HOPEFULLY SHOULD WORK, BUT ALWAYS KEEP YOUR EYES FIXED ON YOUR PLANE, AND REGAIN LEVEL FLIGHT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. THESE MANOEUVERS WORK AND RECOMMENDED AS NEEDED TO RECOVER FROM UNEXPECTED CHANGE OF DIRECTION, UP TOO HIGH, CAUSING THE PLANE TO RETURN ON A SHARP DIVE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FLIGHT CIRCLE. ONCE COMFORTABLE YOU WILL DETERMINE THE FLIGHT CAPABILITIES IN ITS FLIGHT CIRCLE, AND THESE SHARP MANOEUVERS SHOULD BE PERFORMED AT MAXIMUM HEIGHT, FOR ACROBATICS AND MAXIMUM SPEED FOR BEST RESPONSIVENESS OF EACH SHARP MANOEUVER TO WORK ON. WHEN SPEED AND CENTRIFUGAL FORCE IS MAXIMAL, THEN YOUR PLANE IS READY TO TRY A SHARP CLIMB, WATCH AND FEEL YOUR PLANE CAREFULLY, TO JUDGE ITS RESPONSIVENESS THROUGHOUT THE CLIMB. THE MOMENT, YOU FEEL A LOSS OF WEIGHT ON YOUR STRINGS THEN THIS IS YOUR CUE TO QUICKLY RUN BACK YANK SWIFTLY ON CONTROL STRINGS AND BRING YOUR PLANE LEVEL. 

OUR ENTHUSIASM IN ONGOING FLYING IN MORE DEMANDING FIRST TIME EXPERIMENT THRU MY VERY FIRST REMOTE CONTROLLED AIRPLANE BACK THEN AN ALL TIME FAVORITE A CESSNA 182 SKYLANE MADE OF STYROFOAM, ADDED .049 COX GAS POWER ENGINE IDENTICAL AS MY LONG FAITHFUL  CONTROL-LINE PLANE. 

BRUNO'S RECOLLECTION OF MONTREALS DISASTER DAY 31YRS AGO, WERE DUE FOR ONE NOW!

dear angie, thank heavens I finally heard from you, with a very rainy weekend I 'm glad you're taking care of yourself these days,the weather will let you for another 14 days of persisting rain.    2-week long rain fall, ON THE UP SIDE THIS RAIN IS OVER A 2 WEEK PERIOD THE DAILY AMOUNTS ARE REASONABLE!  IN THE FORECAST extending into END OF MAY 30 THIS MAY JUST BE ENOUGH TO BRING WIDESPREAD FLOODING EVERYWHERE!  OUR LAST WEEK, WE GOT 4 DAYS NICE IN BETWEEN HEAVY DOWNPOURS 50MM DAILY IS 50CM SNOWFALL SO WE'D BE BURIED UNDER 2 METRES OVER 4 DAYS! THIS IS SIGNIFICANT ENOUGH TO RECORD BREAKING WATER LEVELS! THE DRAINS MAX CAPACITY MAY BE OVERTAXED!  TOO MANY IMPORTANT CITY DRAINS BREAKDOWNS  ALREADY, AND WILL AFFECT SEVERELY REDUCED CAPACITY IN THE TIME WHEN WE'RE DUE FOR THE RAIN EVENT OF THE CENTURY!

THIS IS EVIDENCE OF A GREAT CRISIS FOR US THIS UPCOMING YEAR AT ANYTIME IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM LOCALIZED DISASTER, HEAVY RAINS LOCALIZED FLOODING, MONTREAL'S HISTORICAL REMINDER THE MOST SEVERE FLOODING IN MONTREAL, WAS BACK IN SUMMER OF 1980  ON A DAY WHERE WE WERE SUPPOSED GET A THUNDERSTORM AT THE END OF THE DAY, IN SUMMER IT'S QUITE COMMON.  ON THAT AFTERNOON, A NORMAL THUNDER STORM STARTED, THEN PICKED UP IN INTENSITY, AS RAINFALL GOT STRONGER, THE SKY CHANGED SUDDENLY TO ALMOST BLACK, CONSIDERING IT WAS MID-DAY. THEN , THE RAIN DROPS ON THE STREET WERE SO ABUNDANT, AND LARGE, IN A MINUTE THE NEW FALLEN RAIN W BOTH RIVERS ON SIDES  REACHED ACROSS THE STREET  JOINING AS ONE LARGE RIVER!  THE RAIN CONTINUED FULL FORCE FOR OVER AN HOUR AND HALF, THE CITY DRAINS ALL INOPERATIONAL, WATER LEVELS RISING WITH THE RAINFALL. BASEMENTS, LOWER GARAGES, FLOODED, WE GOT LUCKY, OUR ONLY SOURCE FLOODING WAS 2 INCHES WATER IN THE BASEMENT, EVERYONE ELSE GOT FLOODED UP TO THE BASEMENT  CEILING, FULL DEPTH OF THE FLOOD WATERS  2-4FT DEEP EVERYWHERE CARS GOT WET TOO, AND DON'T RUN ONCE WATER GETS IN THE ENGINE.  THE CAR IS A LOSS, AND INSURANCE DONT COVER ACTS OF GOD, WATER INFILTRATION. THIS 5 METRE DEEP OF RAIN  DECARIE EXPRESSWAY, AND STRANDED FULL LOAD OF VEHICLES! 

JUST WITNESSING HEAVY DOWNPOURED MONTEREGIE RIVER FLOODING ITS BANKS, BY SEVERAL  TENS OF FEET, CREATING A HUGE LAKE ALL AROUND A ALMOST SUBMERGED COMMUNITY OF HOMES, AND RAINS PERSISTING, WATER LEVELS KEEP RISING FURTHER INTO FURTHER LANDS.

BRUNO'S BIOLOGICAL FAMILY MEETING DAY WITH SURPRISE 4 BRUNO

YEAH QUI VEUT LIRE FRAICHEMENT COMPOSE, TOUT JUSTE EN RAPPEL POUR NOUS NOUS!  JOUR A MONTREAL LA PREMIERE RENCONTRE PREVUE SURPRISE APRES SURPRISE SANS SAVOIR QUE JE RENCONTRERAIS UN FREROT REVE RESTE IRREALISE DEPUIS LE DEBUT MA LONGUE ADOPTION .

- BRUNO DISCOVERS HE'S ADOPTED!
- BRUNO RECEIVES CONTACT FROM SOCIAL SERVICES TO MEET WITH BIOLOGICAL MOM!
- A MEETING DATE IS ARRANGED!
- AT FIRST I WAS INFORMED IT WOULD BE WITH BIOLOGIGICAL MOM, SINCE  BACK THEN THE FATHER COULDN'T COMMIT FOR CAREER REASONS.
- FINALLY, MY MOM AND I ARE INVITED IN A PRIVATE ROOM, GIVEN DETAILS ON HOW WONDERFUL AND EXCITING THIS MOMENT WILL BE!  AFTER ALL, I WAS GOING TO MEET REAL FAMILY FOR MY FIRST TIME!   I STILL COULDNT GET OVER IT, AND I STILL DIDN'T KNOW WHAT MOM LOOKS LIKE, IN MY MIND:  GRAY HAIR,  BROWN EYES,
TIME TO  RECOGNIZE ONE ANOTHER !  FINALLY WE COULD UNITE IN THE SAME ROOM AND AFTER GOING THRU ANOTHER CORRIDOR,  WE FINALLY  CAUGHT OUR VERY GAZE OF ONE ANOTHER!   MY MOM AND I  WERE GREETED BY A BEAUTIFUL REJOYCED  MOTHER WITH STRIKING RESEMBLANCE!   THE TRAITS WERE UNMISTAKABLE!
GREY HAIR, SAME HANDS,  SAME SHAPE EARS IDENTICAL!  PASTA LOVER BY MY MOM ATE PASTA 3 TIMES A DAY!  INNATE COOKING SKILLS  ALSO BY FAMILY.  TALENT IN MUSIC, CREATIVE WRITING, LANGUAGES.  NOW, PART 2, SINCE MET MOM, WHAT HAPPENED NEXT WAS THE WORD'S MOST UNEXPECTED BEAUTIFUL ANSWER TO A LIFELONG WISH!  TO HAVE A LITTLE-BROTHER / TO PLAY WITH!   MY NEWLY MET MOM RETURNED IN THE NEXT ROOM,  AND WHOLE-HEARTEDLY, WALKED OVER WITH A TOTAL SURPRISE VISITOR TO BOTH ME AND MY MOM!   SHE FINALLY INTRODUCES HIM SIMON-PIERRE YOU NOW HAVE A BIG BROTHER!   THIS GORGEOS BOY WALKS OVER LOOKING ME OVER!  WE TOUCHED HANDS, EARS, HAIR, BOTH IMPRESSED WITH ONE ANOTHER!  RESPECTFULLY ASKED IF HE IT WAS OK TO HUG NOW, THIS MOMENT WAS THE MOST UNFORGETTABLE FOR ALL! EVEN MY ADOPTIVE MOM WHEN IT WAS HER TURN TO GET HUGGED,  IT WAS THE NICEST MOMENT MY MOM HAD HAD IN THAT UNEXPECTED MEETING BROUGHT A NEW FAMILY TO GO TO! MY  LITTLE BROTHER IS YEARS LAST TIME, THISTIME   IM GOING   THAT I WOULD REALLY  DOING STUFF TOGETHER SO MUCH TO CATCH TO!  BRUNO       

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- WOW, WHAT A EXCITING MEETING AND FINALLY DISCOVER MY ROOTS,  FOR THE TIME  MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER HAS LEFT AN OPEN DOOR BEING A CARING FRIEND FOR MY MOM, AND SUPPORTIVE AS A MOTHER !

AVENTURE DE BRUNO DANS LE BLIZZARD ENDOLORI PAR FIEVRES A FLEUR DE PEAU!

Bruno et mere sous une grippe destructrice mere a ete frappee en premier, Lundi passe, et moi Jeudi. 

TOUTE LA SEMAINE PASSEE IMPOSSIBLE DE SORTIR CHERCHER MES MEDICAMENTS DEJA EN RETARD DE 5 JOURS .
 FINALEMENT DIMANCHE SOIR TARD DE PEINE ET DE MISERE JE ME SUIS HABILLE AVEC FIEVRE INTENSE A FLEUR DE PEAU.  DIMANCHE SOIR NOUS AVONS RECU UN FAIBLE BLIZZARD QUI S'ACCENTUA EN SOIREE.  JE ME SURPRIS MOI-MEME A PREMIERE SORTIE , TRES RAPIDEMENT, JE DUS RENTRER POUR ME R'HABILLER D'AVANTAGE, TUQUE GANTS DE SKI ON GELAIT SANS MANTEAU D'HIVER ET MON JACKET VERT N'EST JUSTE BON POUR PROTECTION  DU VENT SANS COUCHES DE LAINE ON ETAIT FAIT!  CA PRENDRERA UN NOUVEAU MANTEAU D'HIVER AVEC ISOLATION EN PLUMES  ET PROTECTION ANTI BLIZZARD PROTEGE BAS AVEC ELASTIQUES QUI FERMENT LE BAS DU VENT GLACIAL QUI S'INFILTRE PAR LE BAS DU JACKET.   LA MARCHE VERS LE CENTRE D'ACHATS DEVINT UNE BATAILLE INFERNALE CONTRE LE VENT BLIZARDAIS QUI POUSSAIT DU NORD CHAQUE PAS ME FIT HESITER POUR NE PAS PERDRE MA TUQUE ET POUR MAINTENIR UN ANGLE FAVORABLE POUR NE PAS GELER!  ET PAR CE FAIT, POUR REPRENDRE EQUILIBRE ET NOUVELLE VISION DE NOTRE INTERMINABLE PROGRES DE JUSTE  QUELQUES MAISONS! 
MA MARCHE HABITUELLE AU CENTRE EST 5 MIN SOIT 1 BLOC ET DEMI, ET CE SOIR EN CONDITIONS BLIZARD AVEC UN DEPLORABLE PROGRES, MEME AVEC UNE COURSE DES DERNIERS 50 METRES!  
EN DERNIER JE ME DOUTAIS AUSSI QUE PLUS RIEN NE SERAIT OUVERT UN DIMANCHE SOIR PRES DES 8 HRES!  FINALEMENT DE LA CHANCE LE IGA MONTRAIT DES SIGNES DE VIE OUVERT ET OCCUPES!
LE RESTE DU CENTRE D'ACHATS ETAIT INACCESSIBLE JUSQU'AU BLOCKBUSTER ET
ENFIN JEAN-COUTU ETAIT OUVERT JUSQU'A 9H, CE QUI ME DONNA ENFIN UN REPIT DE LA TEMPETE ET ME RECHAUFFER A LA TRES PUISSANTE CHAUFFERETTE D'ENTREE!  JE FIS CHEMIN JUSQU'AU COMPTOIR DE PRESCRITIONS, ET A MA GRANDE SURPRISE JE PUS OBTENIR MES RENOUVELLEMENTS 5 JOURS EN RETARD, TARD EN SOIREE ET JE ME SUIS SENTI REJOUI!  J'AI REMERCIE POUR LE SERVICE TARDIF, BEAUCOUP APPRECIE!
 ET ENFIN JE REPENETRAI LA TEMPETE DE NOUVEAU, LE VENT CETTE FOIS ETAIT DE DOS, ET AURAIT DU FACILITER LA TACHE?  - NON, MALHEURSEMENT LE VENT DE DOS EN BLIZARD FAIT UN VORTEX AVEC LA NEIGE ET ELLE RENTRAIT DANS MA TUQUE, POUR Y FONDRE DANS MON COU, DOS, J'AVAIS HATE D'ARRIVER, ET COMME DE RAISON, JE N'ETAIS MEME PAS RENDU MOITIE ROUTE DU CENTRE D'ACHATS, ET LE PREMIER BLOC AVANT DE TOURNER VERS CHESTER!  SUR LE CHEMIN DU RETOUR, A QUELQUES REPRISES J'AI PRESQUE FONCE SUR QUELQUES PIETONS QUI S'EN RETOURNAIENT DANS LA TEMPETE.  CHESTER ARRIVE PENIBLEMENT EN VUE PRESQUE PASSE TOUT DROIT INTERSECTION INVISIBLE.  MARCHE CONTINUE,   CROISE UN PIETON QUI ALLAIT EN SENS OPPOSE.  LE VENT PRIT DE LA VIGUEUR SUR LA DIRECTION OUEST ENFIN DERNIER VIRAGE SUR NOTRE RUE AVEC BONNE QUANTITE DE VENT DE DOS, DES ARRIVE SOUS LE PETIT COIN DE L'ENTREE GAUCHE DU GARAGE , LA NEIGE ME SAUPOUDRA LE VISAGE ET LE COU.  ENFIN, J'OUVRIS LA PORTE ET JE FRAPPAI MES BOTTES SUR LE BORD AVANT DE SAUTER A L'INTERIEUR ET D'Y FERMER LA PORTE SOLIDEMENT LE SILENCE PRESENT DANS LE GARAGE ME RASSURA TOUT BONNEMENT, QU'IL FAIT BON EN DEDANS APRES UNE RANDONNEE DANS LES TEMPETES BLIZARDAISES DE JANVIER! ;-)
J'AI LE GOUT D'ECRIRE DE NOUVEAU,

OUR LIFE IN OTTAWA!

OUR LIFE IN OTTAWA

OUR RELATIONSHIP HAD BEGUN AS COMMON-LAW BASED ON OUT OF CHURCH RELATIONAL COMMITMENT – OUR FINANCIAL OBLIGATIONS, WERE MADE JOINTLY.

WE BEGAN OUR LIVES IN AN OTTAWA APARTMENT, AND LIVED THERE FOR 4-5 YEARS.

BECAUSE JUST STARTING CAREERS W.MIN WAGE FEW WEEKS CONTRACTS.  IT WAS ALREADY QUITE STRESSFUL NOT HAVING STABLE INCOME AND HAVING TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE HAD TO QUICKLY MOVE BACK TO GETTING A JOB ASAP SO WE COULD PAY THE RENT THAT WAS DUE IN 2 WEEKS.    

ONCE WE GOT OUR SECOND CHILD THE APARTMENT GOT TOO SMALL FOR EVERYONE.  TOO BAD WE ALWAYS ENJOYED THAT  APARTMENT, IF THEY HAD LARGER 2-3 BEDROOMS WE MAY HAVE STAYED.  

SO, STARTED HOUSE SHOPPING,  ENDED UP DISCOVERING HOUSES IN THE OTTAWA AREA WERE 60-80% MORE EXPENSIVE THAN IN AYLMER AND HULL JUST ACROSS THE RIVER.

 BASED ON THE FACT THAT WE HAD NO MONEY FOR DOWNPAYMENT.

BEGAN LOOKING IN AYLMER AND HULL, THE LOWEST PRICED HOUSE WAS 75.000$ BUT IN COMPARISON TO 239,000 IN OTTAWA, A COST SO HIGH WE COULDN’T EVEN QUALIFY OUR MAX PRE-APPROVED WAS 150,000$ WITH 100,000$ DOWNPAYMENT.

WE WENT  FOR A DRIVE IN DESCHENES PORTION OF AYLMER TO SEE A FEW HOUSES ON SALE.  THIS IS WHERE OUR 1^ST HOUSE WAS LOCATED, AS WELL AS, 

TO OUR GREATEST SURPRISE,  SOMEONE HAD BUILT A REALLY TASTEFUL SWISS HOUSE MADE IN DARK BROWN WOOD BEAMS, JUST LIKE SWISS MONTAIN HOUSES WITH TALL SLOPED ROOFS, A DIRECT COMPARISON TO THE EVER FAMILIAR CUCKOO  HOUSE.

IT WAS ON SALE FOR 179,000$, THAT WAS A DREAM HOUSE IN THE LEAST EXPENSIVE TOWN IN CANADA.   RATS!  29,000$ TOO MUCH!   IT SOLD IN THE FIRST VISIT !

FINALLY, WE DROVE THROUGH ALL THE STREETS IN DESCHENES, FINALLY ARRIVED AT 11 LLOYD SAW THAT THIS HOUSE WAS LARGE ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE, AND THE OUTSIDE WAS TASTEFUL DECORATED WITH 2-TONE SIDINGS TOP HALF EGG-YELLOW, BOTTOM WHITE EVERY WINDOW ADORNED WITH DECORATIVE SHUTTERS IN SHARP BLACK. LEFT WAS A HUGE BRICK CHIMNEY MADE FOR 2 FIREPLACES.  I’VE BEEN DYING FOR A FIREPLACE IN THE LIVING ROOM SINCE MY PARENT’S HOUSE IN MONTREAL DOESN’T HAVE ONE THERE.

 THE BACK YARD WAS HUGE, 200 FT DEEP, AND MATURE CEDAR HEDGE ON THE RIGHT GOING ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK OF THE LOT.

ASKING PRICE : 159,000$ HERE WAS EXCEPTIONAL VALUE FOR VERY REASONABLE PRICE.  BUDGET WISE IT WAS RIGHT ON TRACK WTH OUR MAXIMUM MORTGAGE OF 150,000$ 

DROVE SOME MORE INTO WHYCH WOOD ANOTHER REASONABLE PRICED NEIGHBORHOOD, ONLY DIFFERENCES:  SMALL HOUSES ON MINIMAL YARD SPACE!

WE FOUND 2 OTHER HOUSES ON ARIAL AVE.  ONE ON PLEASANT SLOPED BACK YARD WITH LARGE LEVEL PLATEAU WITH PAVING STONES LARGE SQUARE  PATIO. 

CALLED AGENT FOR THAT HOUSE :  ASKING PRICE WAS 115$ TOLD SOLD FOR 125$ WAS READY TO OFFER 135$  AGENT SAID TOO BAD WE CLOSED TOO SOON, GAVEAGENT OUR NAMES FOR NEXT OFFERERS IF MORTAGAGE FAILS FOR THE 1^ST BUYERS.  FINALLY RECIVED CALL THAT MORTGAGE FOR THE FIRST BUYER WAS ACCEPTED BY BANK.  THAT WAS A BARGAIN!   THAT ONE WAS ALSO SOLD ON FIRST VISIT. AT 30,000$ BELOW MARKET VALUE. 

A 2^ND HOUSE FOR SALE UP THE SAME STREET WHERE THE BARGAIN HOUSE WAS.

THIS ONE WAS LARGE FLAT BUNGALOW WITH A HUGE PINE TREE IN THE FRONT.

HAD A LARGE GLASS PANEL IN THE FRONT GOING TO GROUND LEVEL, THE LIVING ROOM HAD FRENCH DOORS WINDOWED TOP.  THE FLOORS WERE DEEP BURGUNDY RED. 

UPON ENTERING THE LIVING ROOM, I WAS BLOWN OVER BY DISTINCTIVE PRESENCE OF A POLTERGEIST (DEMONIC GHOST), I ALSO NOTICED ADJACENT THE FRENCH DOORS LEADING TO DINING ROOM, THERE WAS LARGE PAINTED STATUE OF A SAINT.  I IMMEDIATELY UNDERSTOOD THAT THIS STATUE WAS PLACED THERE IN THE SPECIFIC PURPOSE OF PROVING POWERFUL PROTECTION AGAINST THIS SPIRITUAL MONSTER.

 I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT THESE INVISIBLE THINGS ACTUALLY EXIST IN THE SPIRITUAL PLANE.  I WAS STRUCK BY THE FACT THAT THIS WAS THE IDENTICAL FEELING OF THE DARK GHOST THAT ATTACKED ME IN THE PHILIPPINES, 9YRS BEFORE.

 EVEN LORENZA NOTICED SOMETHING AND SHE LOST HER BALANCE BECAUSE THE GHOST PUSHED HER AND HAD NOTHING TO HOLD ON TO!  IT APPEARS THAT THIS POLTERGEIST WAS BEING CONFINED IN THE LIVING ROOM WITH POWERFUL RESTRICTING SPELLS AND THE SAINT STATUE WAS BEING THE FULL-TIME GUARDIAN. 

THIS HOUSE WOULD NEED TO BE  FREED FROM THAT POLTEGEIST BEING HELD PRISONER.  ANOTHER LIKELY POSSIBILITY THE LIVING ROOM IS ACTING AS PORTAL TO THE IN BETWEEN SPIRITUAL WORLD WHERE THE ENTIRE GROUP OF SOULS AWAITS FOR SAFE PATH TO THE LIGHT.  THE POLTERGEIST PURPOSELY BLOCKS SAFE PASSAGE TO THE LIGHT BY SCARING THE PEOPLE TO STAY IN THE FARTHEST PART. 

I DO REMEMBER SEEING A MOVIE WHEN I WAS 8.  BASED ON TRUE STORY CALLED POLTERGEIST WHERE A LITTLE GIRL’S BED ROOM CLOSET TURNED INTO A MAGICAL PORTAL BETWEEN THEIR HOUSE AND AN IN BETWEEN WORLD WHERE LOTS OF PEOPLE LONG DEAD,  WERE HELD CAPTIVE BY A FEARSOME POLTERGEIST. 

THE LITTLE GIRL ALSO FELL INSIDE THIS WORLD AND SHE WAS CHASED BY THE POLTERGEIST FROM ONE END TO THE OTHER.   THE GIRL SCREAMED FOR HER LIFE PARENTS AND SOUNDED DISTANT YET HER VOICE VERY FRIGHTENED,  SHE RAN MORE, AND THE UNEARTHLY GROWL OF THE POLTERGEIST PENETRATED THROUGH THE WALLS OF THE HOUSE.       

  THIS IS A HIGHLY DANGEROUS SITUATION, AS WHOEVER COMES OVER FOR A VISIT,  WILL GET HAUNTED SO VIOLENTLY, IT MAY PROVOKE THE MONSTER IN ATTACKING, AND WE ALREADY KNOW  WHAT HAPPENS THEN, THE VISITOR WILL PERISH. 

AND NOW THAT WE UNCOVERED THIS THREAT, THIS POINTS TO A STRONG POSSIBILITY THAT THE POLTERGEIST MAY HAVE KILLED HUNDREDS VICTIMS IN THE COURSE OF DECADES, AND THAT WOULD LEAVE UNEXPECTEDLY NUMEROUS TRAPPED SOULS  UNABLE TO GET BACK HOME TO THE LIGHT IN PARADISE.  

THIS OPENS A GIANT PRESENCE OF PEOPLE WHO DIED WITHOUT BEING AWARE OF IT.  THEY COME BACK HOMETO WERE THEY WERE LIVING BEFORE THEY DIED; THIS HOUSE.

AND THIS  CONFIRMS THE IMPOSSIBLY STRONG GHOSTLY PRESENCES FROM THE PAST.  A SPIRITUAL GHOST SEER AND HELPER GUIDE COULD BE CALLED IN.

FINALLY, WE BOTH SPONTANEOUSLY DECIDED THIS HOUSE WAS A NO-GO.

LAST THING WE NEED IS GETTING POWERFUL HAUNTINGS FROM A LARGE AMOUNT OF GHOSTS, AND HAVING ONE OR MORE FAMILY MEMBERS FALLING IN THE POLTERGEIST WORLD.  ONLY A HIGHLY EXPERIENCED PERSON WITH COURAGE AND EXTENSIVE EXPOSURE IN TRICKING THE POLTERGEIST TO RUN TO A CORNER TO EAT SOMETHING THROWN  AT IT.  QUICKLY LEAD THE TRAPPED PEOPLE STRAIGHT TO THE LIGHT, AND GET YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS BACK THROUGH THE PORTAL .

ONCE EVERYONE MADE IT TO THE LIGHT, SHUT THE DOOR OF THAT ROOM, LOCK IT AND THOW AWAY THE KEY.   LEAVE THE HOUSE AT YOUR EARLIEST OPPORTUNITY.

 DROVE AROUND SOME MORE WE ENDED UP SEEING NEW DEVELOPMENTS WITH HALF A MILLION DOLLAR HOMES AND UP! BIG ENOUGH FOR PRESIDENTS AND CEO’S.

THESE PRICES WERE REALLY AFFORDABLE BECAUSE SAME HOMES IN OTTAWA WERE 3-5 MILLIONS IN ROCKLAND AND ISLAND PARK (THE HAMPSTEAD OF Ottawa)

FINALLY CALLED THE AGENT FOR THE HOUSE ON 11 LLOYD ST. AND SET UP AN APOINTMENT FOR A 1^ST VISIT. 

TO CONTINUED 

TECHNICALLY WE WEREN’T GOING NOWHERE WITHOUT SERIOUS FINANCIAL SUPPORT.  THAT’S WHERE OUR CRITICAL SITUATION CAME FORWARD TO MY PARENTS WHO WERE IN SLIGHTLY BETTER FINANCIAL MEANS OF PUTTING DOWN THE HUGE DOWN-PAYMENT CONSISTING OF THEIR ENTIRE LIFE SAVINGS AND RETIREMENT FUND. 

BUT CONSIDERING THAT THE KIDS NEEDED MORE SPACE AND NEARBY PARK TO GO PLAY, MY PARENTS DECIDED THAT AT LEAST THIS FIRST OBSTACLE WAS PUSHED ASIDE!

 WE GOT OUR FIRST MORTGAGE EXCLUSIVELY APPROVED AROUND SEVERAL CONDITIONS:  - MY DAD HAD WORKED FOR NATIONAL BANK FOR HIS ENTIRE CAREER AND NOW RETIRED FOR SEVERAL YEARS.  – BOTH MY PARENTS  HAD TO CO-SIGN FOR THE FINANCIAL OBLIGATION TO PAY ANY PAYMENTS IN DEFAULT BY BRUNO AND LORENZA. 

– COLLATERAL ALSO WAS  REQUIRED THE ENTIRE HOUSE VALUE IN MONTREAL VALUED AT 450,000, AND BANK WAS ALLOWED TO TAKE OVER MY PARENTS HOUSE AND SELL IT TO KEEP ALL THE PROCEEDS  IF  THERE WAS MORTAGE FORECLOSURE BY THE BANK.  

THIS HIGHLY CONDITIONAL  FIRST MORTAGE DID GET US WELL VERSED BY OUR 4 YEARS EXCELLENT REFERENCE BY THE LANDLORD IN OTTAWA APARTMENT PAID AROUND 680$ MONTHLY AND MANAGED TO PAY ON TIME. 

NOW OUR NEW MORTGAGE WAS LOWER 550$ AND IT MADE OUR BUDGET MORE BEARABLE FOR OUR FIRST HOUSE!  AND CONSIDERING THAT MOST PEOPLE PAY 1000-1200 MONTHLY FOR MORTGAGES BECAUSE HAVE LITTLE OR MINIMAL DOWNPAYMENT.   THAT’S  HARD TO COME BY UNLESS YOU HAVE AN EXCELLENT PAYING JOB OR CAREER.

AFTER THE FIRST FIVE YEARS WENT BY, WE WERE STILL ENJOYING RECORD LOW MORTGAGE PAYMENTS, AND TO ADD TO THE FACT THAT UPON RENEWAL, MY PARENTS HAD ADDED AN ADDITIONAL  10.000$ TO THE PAYOFF OF THE MORTGAGE.  THIS LOWERED OUR NUMBER OF PAYMENTS LEFT TO PAYOFF THE HOUSE IN LLOYD.

OUR UPDATED BALANCE FOR THE MORTAGAGE WAS A LOW 30,000 LEFT TO PAY.  WERE ALSO INFORMED ABOUT OUR AVAILABILITY FOR UP TO 100,000$ FOR USE IN CREDIT LINE,  AS SECOND MORTGAGE FOR RENOVATIONS OR OTHER PURCHASES.

SO, OUR MORTGAGE RENEWAL WAS MOVED FROM NATIONAL BANK TO CIBC IN DOWE’S LAKE CARLING ST. IN OTTAWA NEAR LORENZA FORMER WORK PLACE.

FINALLY WE OPTED A CREDIT LINE LARGE ENOUGH TO INCLUDE THE MORTAGE RENEWAL  OF 11 LLOYD  30,000$, 55,000$ OF AVAILABLE CREDIT.  SINCE THE 1^ST MORTGAGE WE SUCCEEDED SECURING OUR CREDIT WITH MY PARENT’S BANK, NOW NO LONGER NEEDED THE COLLATERAL ANYMORE .  A BIG RELIEF FOR MY PARENTS.  THE HOUSE VALUES SHOT UP TO 239,000$ FOR OUR AYLMER HOUSE,  FINALLY WE GOT NEWS THAT THE FORMER OWNERS WERE MOVING AND SELLING THEIR FIRST HOME ON 148 VANIER AND SINCE THE HOUSE VALUES WERE NOW BEYOND 210,000$.  BEST PRICE: 197,000$ AND WITH SUBSTANTIAL 40,000 DOWN PAYMENT LEFT OVER FROM  11 LLOYD CREDIT LINE WE FINANCED 157,000$ WHICH WAS A STIFF 1200 MONTHLY BUT IN COMPARISON TO OUR SUPERLOW MONTHLY MORTGAGE FOR THE LAST 6 YRS FOR 11 LLOYD, SELLING PRICE 239,000$  AT 3.25% RECORD LOW  (INCLUDING HOUSE TAXES PUT AWAY AND PAID FOR US.)

THE MOVE  WAS JULY 31, AND WE DECIDEDTO SLOWLY MOVE OUR STUFF FROM 11 LLOYD, OURSELVES WITH THE CAR AND VAN –

IN THE MEANTIME THE RENOVATOR FOR THE NEW HOUSE WAS GOING TO PROCEED IN PAINTING AND GETTING LAST MINUTE REPAIRS IN OUR TO DO LIST.

WHILE THAT GOT DONE, I SLOWLY PACKED OUR STUFF A CARFUL AT A TIME, REALIZED THAT THE AMOUNT OF STORAGE SPACE IN THE NEW HOUSE WAS MINIMAL. HAD TO PUT EVERYTHING DOWNSTAIRS FOR THE TIME BEING, HAD TO FIGURE OUT WHERE WE WOULD PUT IMPORTANT STUFF.

AN UNUSUAL PROBLEM APPEARED WHEN I CALLED OUR INSURANCE TO ADD OUR NEW HOUSE TO OUR OLD HOUSE.   IMMEDIATELY I WAS WARNED THAT I COULDN’T KEEP OUR OLD HOUSE INSURED ANYMORE MAX 30 DAYS FROM THE DATE OF POSSESSION.  THIS MEANS THAT OUR CURRENTLY UNRENOVATED AND NOT READY FOR SALE FOR AT LEAST 90 DAYS.  AND WE DIDN’T REALLY HAVE ANY MOVE IN DATE FOR THE NEW PLACE UNTIL WE WERE READY TO SLEEP OUR FIRST NIGHT WE WERE INTENDING TO REDO PART OF THE NEW HOUSE, AND UNTIL THAT’S DONE YOU CAN’T SLEEP IN THERE YET – WE ENDED UP PUSHING EVEN BEYOND 90 DAYS, BEFORE THE RENOVATOR FINISHED SIGNIFICANT RENOVATION INCLUDING CEDAR DECK, FULL COLOR PAINT ALL ROOMS INCLUDING SAND REFINISH HARDWOOD FLOOR.  

FINALLY CONTACTED AN AGENT TO PUT 11 LLOYD FOR SALE.  EXPLAINED ALL THE RENOVATIONS JUST FRESHLY COMPLETED HOUSE IN MOVE–IN CONDITION.  WITH A DREAMY NEW DECK.  FINALLY BASED ON THE FACTTHAT THE NEIGHBOR DOWNTHE STREET HAD PUT ON SALE FOR 240 AND WAS SMALLER AND LESS FEATURES, OUR FOR 239,000 WOULD STAND OUT AS A BARGAIN!  WE FELT PRETTY CONFIDENT CONSIDERING  THE WORK WAS ALL DONE!

THEN A MONTH LATER THE FINANCIAL CRISIS HIT WORLD WIDE!  WE DIDN’T THINK OF IT AS MUCH AT FIRST, BUT A MONTH LATER ALL THE HOUSE PRICES TUMBLED BY A WHOPPING 40,000$  AND UNEXPECTED EXTENDED THE HOUSE MARKET BE DEAD FOR AT LEAST AN ENTIRE 12 MONTHS WITH AND ABSOLUTELY NO VISITS EVEN DURING OPEN HOUSES. IT WAS HOPELESS TO FIND ANY BUYER NOW.  THE SELLING PRICES DROPPED RIGHT DOWN TO 159THE PRICE WE PAID 6 YRS AGO.  FINALLY A HOUSE RENOVATOR TOOK OFF FROM US GOT THE WORLDS  GREATEST DEAL FOR WHAT ALL THAT HOUSE WITH THE WORK ALREADY DONE,  JUST REDO THE BASEMENT AND THAT HOUSE PROBABLY SOLD FOR $200,000 3-MONTHS AFTER.

WE STARTED OUT AS A DECENT HOUSE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, TURNED OUT AS  AN UNBELIEVABLY UNLUCKY TURN OF EVENTS, NOW OUR SITUATION WAS CRITICAL,

IN THE FACT THAT NOW WE HAD TO PAY 2 FULL MORTGAGES, BOTH NOW AROUND 1200 AND 1000 MONTHLY MUTIPLY THAT 12 MONTHS:  $26400 OVER 12 MONTHS OF MINIMAL EXPENSE, COULDN’T PROCEED WITH RENOVATIONS IN THE NEW PLACE AT ALL SINCE WE WERE STUCK WITH 11 LLOYD UNABLE TO ALLOCATE PROCEEDS FROM LLOYD TO FINISH THE RENOVATION, AFTER GETTING OUR FINAL OFFER FOR LLOYD WE WERE IN SHOCK AS WE WERE LOSING 26400 OF ACCUMULATED MOTGAGE PAYMENTS, HAD TO PAY THE RENOVATOR GIANT JOB OF 5000$ IN LLOYD.  AND WE SURVIVED ON MAXING OUT OUR CREDITCARDS I HAD GOTTEN AN INCREASE UP TO 12,700$, 10,282$ STIFF 300 MIN. PAYMENT,  150$ MONTHLY WERE INTEREST 

FINAL AMOUNT LEFT FROM THE LOSING SALE OF  155.000-95,000 TO PAYOFF THE MAXED OUT CREDIT LINE AND REMAINING MORTGAGE FOR 11 LLOYD.   THIS AMOUNT INCLUDES 50,000 DOWN PAYMENT FOR THE MORTGAGE OF 148 VANIER THAT WAS USED ON THE CREDITLINE – AFTER THE FINAL PROCEEDS WERE PAID OUT MY PARENTS RECOVERED  A SMALL PORTION OF THE TOTAL AMOUNT INITIALLY INVESTED  IT WAS CLOSE TO 120,000 AFTER THE FINAL LUMP SUM PAYMENT TO THE MORTAGE OF 10,000-20,000  

  FINAL BALANCE PAID BY MY PARENT’S FROM ORIGINAL 110,000 IN DOWN PAYMENTS  48,000 LEFT, WITH A PRESENTLY LOCKED IN 50,000 DOWN PAYMENT FOR 148 VANIER MORTGAGE.   AND CURRENTLY, HOUSE VALUES FOR OLDER DESIGN LOTS, CAN’T BE CONVERTED TO HOUSING DEVELOPMENT.  IF LUCKY MAY HAVE TO SACRIFICE BELOW 150$ MY PARENT’S 50,000 DOWNPAYMENT GONE PAYING OFF THE BALANCE OF THE MORTGAGE AFTER 150.000,         HAD NO LUCK FINDING NEW WORK BECAUSE OF THE CRISIS AND THOUSANDS LET GO BECAUSE OF COMPANY CLOSURES NORTEL, DELL,  R SHORT PILLOW IS REALLY UNDER CRUNCH,  MAINTENANCE STILL HAS TO BE DONE AT BOTH PLACES,  CUT GRASS ONCE A MONTH IT GOT  WAIST HIGH   3 FT FIELD GRASS -  HAD NO TIME TO GO ANYMORE EVENTUALLY SINCE 4-DAYS JUST TO CUT OUR NEW GRASS,  I WAS BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY IN WORK QUANTITY, ONDAYS WHERE VISITS WERE SCHEDULED I DID MOW THE GRASS INFRONT TO MAKE THE CLEANISH FIRST IMPRESSION. 

WE WERE STILL MOVING STUFF OUT OF 11 LLOYD RIGHT INTO END OF FALL EARLY WINTER, IT WAS UNBELIABLE HOW MUCH STUFF WAS STILL LEFT.

 ALL THE SCRAP WOOD FROM THE OLD DECK HAD TO BE PILED UP IN THE REAR CORNER NEAR THE PLAY PARK.

IT TOOK ME 3 WEEKS AT 3 DIFFERENT ATTEMPTS OF OVER 3 HOURS EACH THIS EXTREMELY HEAVY WORK WITH SUPER LONG BEAMS OF OLD WOOD HAD TO BE PICKED UP ON TOP OF MY SHOULDERS, BALANCE CAREFULLY AND RUN FOR IT SEVERAL HUNDRED FEET TO THE BACK THE YARD BEFORE MY STRENGTH GAVE OUT.  

AND FOR THE FINAL EFFORT I HAD SPEEDILY AIM THE ENTIRE 16FT LENGTH OF SUPER HEAVY OFF BALANCED FULL OF OLD RUSTED NAILS LOOKED LIKE SUPERMAN THROWING GIANT ELECTRICAL POLES LIKE A JAVELIN THROW IN OLYMPIC EVENT, THIS WAS IMPOSSIBLY INCONSPICUOUS IN LENGTH, WEIGHT, AND HAD TO CAREFULLY MAKE SURE THAT I DIND’T OVERTHROW AND LAND THE GIANT POLE ON TOP THE FENCE CAUSE IF IT WAS, THE ENTIRE FENCE WAS COLLAPSING!   ANOTHER JOB I ABSOLUTELY NO TIME LEFT TO DO.  

 I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I MANAGED TO GET THE STRENGTH TO START LIFTING SO MANY LONG AND HEAVY WOOD POLES BUT EXTREME JOBS CALL FOR EXTREME MEASURES!

I WAS POSITIVELY SURPRISED AT HAVING THE STRENGTH TO GET THAT IMPOSSIBLE ONE-MAN JOB  THIS KIND OF STUFF NEEDS 2 STRONG GUYS TO LIFT BOTH SIDES AND RUN TO THE BACK AND DROP THEM!

THIS BRINGS UP A VERY SIMILAR COMPARISON, THE TIME THE GRINCH ENDS UP ON TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN WITH HIS SLED ABOUT TO SLIP AND FALL DOWN THE HILL WITH THE ENTIRE LOAD OF STUFF ON THE SLED, THE SLED WAS BEGGINING TO CRUNCH THE SNOW UNDER ITS WEIGHT,  IT WAS DRAGGING THE GRINCH WHO WAS TRYING WITH ALL HIS MIGHT TO HOLD THE IMPOSSIBLY OVERSIZED SLED,  AND RIGHT THERE AND THEN WHEN HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FLYING FULL SPEED DOWN  THE MOUNTAIN THE NEXT MOMENT OUR GRINCH RECEIVED AN UNBELIEVABLE BUT  TRUE AN INSTANT BLAST OF STRENGHT OF 20 GRINCHES AND 2 , ALL OF A SUDDEN WE HAVE THE STRENGTH TO MOVE MOUNTAINS! 

I REALLY REALIZE THAT ON SPECIAL DAYS WHEN WE HAVE NO ONE TO HELP US GET THE SUPER-HARD AND HEAVY JOBS DONE WITH UNBELIAVABLE STRENGTH AND FEEL GREAT ABOUT IT AT THE END!!!

 

THE KIDS HELPED TO MOVE THE SMALLER WOOD PIECES TO THE BACK INTO THE PLAY PARK THAT HAD A ROOF AND MAD EXCELLENT WINTER WOOD STORAGE!

OUR NEW PLACE FEATURES,

 WITH A 1 ACRE BACKYARD WITH 4 CENTENNIAL TREES.

AND CEDAR HEDGE ROW REACHING FOR THE SKY A DREAM RETREAT FOR ANYONE !

ADMIRATION FOR THIS SANCTUARY QUALITY PLACE IN A BETTER BUILT BRICK HOME SUITABLE FOR LIVING ALL YEAR ROUND.  BEST PLACE TO LIVE IN ALL OF OTTAWA!

ONLY ISSUE GRASS  CUTTING TAKES 4 DAYS WEEKLY LAWN MOWER.

OH AND THE CENTENNIAL MAPLE TREES DROPPED A WHOPPING 50 GIANT LEAF BAGS FOR 4 PEOPLE WITH  LEAF BLOWERS, FINALLY THE NEXT SEASON, THE LEAVES WERE BLOWN RIGHT UP AGAINST THE BACK ROW OF CEDAR HEDGES.  LESS BAGGING BY 25 BAGS .  GREAT PLACE FOR PARTIES GET TOGETHERS THE PLACE IS LARGER THAN A PARK AND HAS ITS VERY OWN SNOW HILL TO SLIDE DOWN IN WINTER.

JOURNAL OF BRUNO THE GRINCH DOING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 13 YRS.: GUESS EVERYONE?

DOING A GUIDED MEDITATION AND BEING BLOWN AWAY BY THE INTENSIVE FEELING THAT TOOK PLACE.
THIS TIME AFTER SUPPER LIGHT EATING, GOT OUT MY PORTABLE CD-PLATER, FOUND A MEDITATION CD FROM THE PATH OF LIGHT SPIRITUALITY BOOK THAT HELPED ME GET INTO MEDITATIONS AND SPIRITUALITY ALMOST 14 YRS. AGO.   
PUT ON THE CD ON AND HEADPHONES ,  SAT COMFORTABLY, CLOSED MY EYES AND ALREADY SO SURPRISED BY HOW EASILY I GOT BACK INTO IT!
An unknown healer appeared in my FIRST meditation in 13 years when I asked him his name and for the first time ever: I heard a NAME:  Raphael and then he flooded ME with HEALING energy!  I WAS BLOWN AWAY WITH THE FACT THAT WOW! WHAT AN INCREDIBLE FEELING , I SURPRISED MYSELF BY THE INTENSIVE FEELING OF REGENERATION TAKING PLACE!   I REALLY UNDERSTOOD THAT WHY DID EVER STOP MEDITATING?  I HEARD MYSELF SAY:  OH, HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED THE FEELING AND GETTING RIGHT BACK INTO MEDITATION AT A TIME OF EXTREME NEED IN MY LIFE!   
RESEARCHED ONLINE FOR RAPHAEL THE ARC-ANGEL AND FOUND OUT THIS IS THE NAME OF THE MASTER HEALER OF GOD.  AND NOW I REALIZE THAT I ACTUALLY SPOKE TO RAPHAEL HIMSELF AND AS IF WE WERE OLD FRIENDS GETTING TOGETHER AFTER SEVERAL YEARS OF NON-EXISTENT MEETINGS WITH SPIRITUAL HEALINGS!  I FEEL OVERWHELMED THAT THIS TOP-OF-THE-ARCHANGELS ACTUALLY SPOKE TO ME IN MY FIRST MEDITATION, AND THE INCREDIBLE SENSE OF REASSURANCE THAT CAME WITH THIS SPECIAL MEETING FOR ME!!! IT BECOMES AN UNFORGETTABLE PRIVILEDGE FOR LITTLE EMBARRASED ME SHOWING UP FOR A FIRST CONTACT WITH A MASTER HEALER IN HIS TRADE.  MAKES THE MOMENT FEEL REALLY IMPORTANT!
 AND FROM NOW ON I'LL HAVE TO REMEMBER TO GET A NAME THAT I CAN DOCUMENT IN MY JOURNAL, EVEN IF THE NAME IS UNFAMILAR BY NAME, BUT MOST SPIRITUAL ENTITIES USE JEWISH NAMES THAT ENDS IN "AEL"      
PIERRE LASSALLE, THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK LONG TERM TESTIMONY IN HAVING REGULAR MEETINGS THROUGH REGULAR MEDITATION  WITH DIFFERENT ANGEL NAMES, NOTED BY THEIR JEWISH NAME ENDING IN "AEL" AND HAS HAD THE PRIVILEDGE TO  SHARE REGULAR INSPIRING TALKS WITH JESUS HIMSELF IN THE SPIRITUAL PLANE. WOW, THAT'S REALLY AMAZING!!!  500% TRUE!!!  WHO BETTER THAN JESUS TO GIVE A HELPING HAND TO MY PRESENTLY EMBARRASED LIFE!  IN ACCEPTING MYSELF FOR WHO I AM  AND CHANNEL YOUR GIFT TO TELL STORIES THAT INSPIRE FROM THE HEART!!!
NOW THAT I'VE UNCOVERED EFFECTIVE TECHNIQUES ON HOW TO USE GUIDED MEDITIATION TO GO BACK IN TIME AND LET ALL MY NEGATIVE EMOTIONS FROM MY FIRST 10 YRS. CHILDHOOD, DEEP MEDITATION AND SPECIFIC REQUESTS TO REVEAL PROBLEM POINTS IN MY LIFE WHERE THINGS WERE CAUSING EMOTIONAL BLOCKS PREVENTING ME FROM EVER BEING MYSELF!
CHOOSE A TIME IN MY PAST, TAKE CONSCIENCE OF THE NEGATIVE SITUATION FIRST.  LET THE FEELING BE EXPOSED.  LET GO OF THE EMOTION, FEEL IT DEPART YOUR BEING. AND FINALLY REPLACE THE BAD FEELING WITH A BURST OF POSITIVE LOVE, HAPPINESS, JOY, OR FAVORITE COLOR, OR EVEN LIGHT!
I CANT WAIT TO TOMORROW MEDITATION SESSION , I'VE ALREADY MISSED OUT ON TOO MANY YEARS!
A RENOVATION UNDERWAY BRUNO THE GRINCH STORY,
GOING TO MEDITATE MYSELF TO SLEEP!  ISN'T THAT GREAT? LET FOCUS ON GETTING LIFE TRANSFORMING DREAMS  !!!
I LOVE LIFE
BRUNO