JOURNAL OF BRUNO THE GRINCH DOING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 13 YRS.: GUESS EVERYONE?

DOING A GUIDED MEDITATION AND BEING BLOWN AWAY BY THE INTENSIVE FEELING THAT TOOK PLACE.
THIS TIME AFTER SUPPER LIGHT EATING, GOT OUT MY PORTABLE CD-PLATER, FOUND A MEDITATION CD FROM THE PATH OF LIGHT SPIRITUALITY BOOK THAT HELPED ME GET INTO MEDITATIONS AND SPIRITUALITY ALMOST 14 YRS. AGO.   
PUT ON THE CD ON AND HEADPHONES ,  SAT COMFORTABLY, CLOSED MY EYES AND ALREADY SO SURPRISED BY HOW EASILY I GOT BACK INTO IT!
An unknown healer appeared in my FIRST meditation in 13 years when I asked him his name and for the first time ever: I heard a NAME:  Raphael and then he flooded ME with HEALING energy!  I WAS BLOWN AWAY WITH THE FACT THAT WOW! WHAT AN INCREDIBLE FEELING , I SURPRISED MYSELF BY THE INTENSIVE FEELING OF REGENERATION TAKING PLACE!   I REALLY UNDERSTOOD THAT WHY DID EVER STOP MEDITATING?  I HEARD MYSELF SAY:  OH, HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED THE FEELING AND GETTING RIGHT BACK INTO MEDITATION AT A TIME OF EXTREME NEED IN MY LIFE!   
RESEARCHED ONLINE FOR RAPHAEL THE ARC-ANGEL AND FOUND OUT THIS IS THE NAME OF THE MASTER HEALER OF GOD.  AND NOW I REALIZE THAT I ACTUALLY SPOKE TO RAPHAEL HIMSELF AND AS IF WE WERE OLD FRIENDS GETTING TOGETHER AFTER SEVERAL YEARS OF NON-EXISTENT MEETINGS WITH SPIRITUAL HEALINGS!  I FEEL OVERWHELMED THAT THIS TOP-OF-THE-ARCHANGELS ACTUALLY SPOKE TO ME IN MY FIRST MEDITATION, AND THE INCREDIBLE SENSE OF REASSURANCE THAT CAME WITH THIS SPECIAL MEETING FOR ME!!! IT BECOMES AN UNFORGETTABLE PRIVILEDGE FOR LITTLE EMBARRASED ME SHOWING UP FOR A FIRST CONTACT WITH A MASTER HEALER IN HIS TRADE.  MAKES THE MOMENT FEEL REALLY IMPORTANT!
 AND FROM NOW ON I'LL HAVE TO REMEMBER TO GET A NAME THAT I CAN DOCUMENT IN MY JOURNAL, EVEN IF THE NAME IS UNFAMILAR BY NAME, BUT MOST SPIRITUAL ENTITIES USE JEWISH NAMES THAT ENDS IN "AEL"      
PIERRE LASSALLE, THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK LONG TERM TESTIMONY IN HAVING REGULAR MEETINGS THROUGH REGULAR MEDITATION  WITH DIFFERENT ANGEL NAMES, NOTED BY THEIR JEWISH NAME ENDING IN "AEL" AND HAS HAD THE PRIVILEDGE TO  SHARE REGULAR INSPIRING TALKS WITH JESUS HIMSELF IN THE SPIRITUAL PLANE. WOW, THAT'S REALLY AMAZING!!!  500% TRUE!!!  WHO BETTER THAN JESUS TO GIVE A HELPING HAND TO MY PRESENTLY EMBARRASED LIFE!  IN ACCEPTING MYSELF FOR WHO I AM  AND CHANNEL YOUR GIFT TO TELL STORIES THAT INSPIRE FROM THE HEART!!!
NOW THAT I'VE UNCOVERED EFFECTIVE TECHNIQUES ON HOW TO USE GUIDED MEDITIATION TO GO BACK IN TIME AND LET ALL MY NEGATIVE EMOTIONS FROM MY FIRST 10 YRS. CHILDHOOD, DEEP MEDITATION AND SPECIFIC REQUESTS TO REVEAL PROBLEM POINTS IN MY LIFE WHERE THINGS WERE CAUSING EMOTIONAL BLOCKS PREVENTING ME FROM EVER BEING MYSELF!
CHOOSE A TIME IN MY PAST, TAKE CONSCIENCE OF THE NEGATIVE SITUATION FIRST.  LET THE FEELING BE EXPOSED.  LET GO OF THE EMOTION, FEEL IT DEPART YOUR BEING. AND FINALLY REPLACE THE BAD FEELING WITH A BURST OF POSITIVE LOVE, HAPPINESS, JOY, OR FAVORITE COLOR, OR EVEN LIGHT!
I CANT WAIT TO TOMORROW MEDITATION SESSION , I'VE ALREADY MISSED OUT ON TOO MANY YEARS!
A RENOVATION UNDERWAY BRUNO THE GRINCH STORY,
GOING TO MEDITATE MYSELF TO SLEEP!  ISN'T THAT GREAT? LET FOCUS ON GETTING LIFE TRANSFORMING DREAMS  !!!
I LOVE LIFE
BRUNO