A SWIM GONE BAD BRUNO FIGHTS TO SWIM BACK BUT DROWNS!

The Mermaid TRIES TO GRAB BRUNO IN A HUG, BUT WITHOUT SIGNS OF LIFE, A DEAD BODY SINKS HEAVILY.  THS  DIDN'T WORK UNFORTUNATELY.  FINALLY,  SHE GRABBED Bruno's hand  and wth all her might, she managed to keep Bruno from sinking further!   

The Mermaid PULLS Bruno's Hand as hard as she can, and dolphin helps out also!! Hurry everyone! someone get him some magical gills so he can breathe again!! dolphin speeds immediately at some weeds and brings them back to mermaid. In no time the gills weeds finally Brings Bruno Back to Life!

Where Am I? and slowly he woke up on the beach, and just nearby, there was The Mermaid That Had Rescued Him, she came over and Lay down on top of Bruno to get  his warmth back after his long cold swim and She took care of him for the rest of the night!  She REALLY Cares for Bruno, Bruno is EXTACTIC to have found someone to care for! For the First time in His Life After Having Spent the most excluded childhood possible by having been put up for adoption. Being A Pisces an Avid Water lover, doing something enjoyable near the ocean!  Go swim with Dolphins and real mermaids!!!     

500% TRUE LIFE stories to print out and read A BIT EVERY TIME, FOOD FOR

500% TRUE LIFE stories to print out and read A BIT EVERY TIME, FOOD FOR
THOUGHT IS NEEDED!  IMAGINE THE SITUATION: HOW FAR CAN PROCRASTINATION AT
ITS WORST GO? READ ON AS IT STARTS OUT SMALL , AND GROWS SO FAST OUT OF
UNIMAGINABLE HAUNT YOU WORSE THAN YOUR GIANT MONSTER UNDER THE BED !!!
>>
>> HOW LONG COULD YOU SURVIVE AVOIDING DOING REGULAR EASY AND SHORT
>> HOMEWORK?
     HOW LONG COULD YOU SURVIVE AVOIDING TURNING IN ASSIGMENTS?  HOW LONG
ARE THOSE 4-6 WEEKS WORTH OF WORK.
  IS THE STRESS AND ANXIETY LEVEL AFTER CONTINUALLY HAVING TO FIND ANOTHER
>> EXCUSE FOR THE UNDONE HOMEWORKS?   I KEPT ON FOOLING THE TEACHER BY
>> TELLING HER THAT IT WAS ALREADY IN HER PILE YESTERDAY'S HOMEWORK SINCE
>> THAT BOUGHT ME TIME, AND NEXT CLASS SHE'D TELL ME THAT IT WAS EVEN TURNED
>> IN!! THEN OUT OF PATIENCE TIRED OF HAVING BEEN MISLED TO BEING STUPID.
>> SHE GAVE ME EXPELLED FROM CLASS PAPER FOR FAILURE TO TURN IN ASSIGNEMNTS
>> COMPLETELY.
      THIS WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING!!!

>>
>> MY TO DO LIST LONG OVERDUE  PROJECTS:
>>> A MICROWAVE SHELF, 2-WEEKS INCOMPLETE HOME WORK 3 WEEKS BEHIND FOR LOW
>>> SELF ESTIME CLASS.
>> CATCHING UP FROM HOME WORK GIVEN OVER 3 WEEKS AGO, AND THE 2 WEEKS AGO
>> HOMEWORK STILL NEEDING TO BE DONE IN ORDER AFTER THE INITIAL ONE WAS
>> INCOMPLETE.  IT'S QUITE OVELOADED HOMEWORK WHEN YOU HAVE TO GO BACK 4
>> WEEKS JUST TO GET THE REST OF THE WORK IN CORRECT ORDER TO FINALLY
>> COMLETE THE FUNCTIONAL FINAL ONE.   GEE I'M SOO-BEHIND!!!
I'M SO HOPELESS IN WRITING TOO SLOW, SO SHAKY I GET DIZZY SEVERAL TIMES
UNABLE TO READ MY OWN WRITING.
MY ONLY WAY OUT IS TO TYPE MY STORIES ON THE COMPUTER AND THEN PRINT THEM
OUT.
>
>>> I'm also quite busy LAST week, and STILL BEHIND 2 WKS FOR COMPLETING A
>>> MICROWAVE SHELF since I'm in REHAB 2 days a week for the next 12-18
>>> months every WED and THU to learn SOCIAL SKILLS and REBUILDING CHRONIC
>>> LOW SELF-ESTIME.   These LIFELONG issues have made me chronically SHY
>>> and FAIL TO FIT IN ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE, WORK, FAILED SCHOOL, was
>>> chronically bullied, THREATENED  non-stop, terrorizing anxiety because I
>>> was UNABLE TO COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENTS. I got permanent
>>> DETENTIONS AFTER SCHOOL  and with school ending at  5:45PM I had to stay
>>> on until 7:00PM. My parents gave me real issues when I was coming home
>>> THAT LATE!! and sure enough:   there's NO WAY that I could ever tell my
>>> parents what was going on!
>>>
>>> The failure to turn in important assignments got SO BAD that I started
>>> skipping classes when there was assignments to turn in!  Teachers
>>> eventually gave me a DISASTER NOTE TO NOTIFY MY PARENTS AND SIGN, OF YET
>>> UNTOLD the chronic homework/assignments and failing attendance. This
>>> NOTE was a DISCIPLINARY NOTE FOR SERIOUS OFFENCES, 3 STRIKES AND YOU'RE
>>> EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL PERMANENTLY
>>>
>>> EACH TEACHER OF ALL DIFFERENT CLASSES MATH, FRENCH, ENGLISH, GEOGRAPHY,
>>> GYM, WOULD ALSO SUBMIT THESE DISCIPLINARY PAPERS THAT WENT ON YOUR FILE
>>> AND IN THE SAME WEEK I RECEIVED ONE FOR EVERY DIFFERENT TEACHER FOR
>>> FAILED TO SUBMIT ASSIGNMENTS, AND NOT GOING TO CLASS ON PURPOSE TO AVOID
>>> FURTHER EXPULSIONS FROM CLASS.  THIS HAD DEGENERATED INTO MULTIPLE
>>> TERRORIZING MAJOR AVOIDANCES EVER !!!
>>>
>>> NEEDLESS TO SAY,  MY YEAR IN NOTRE-DAME WAS BEYOND ANYTHING THAT ANY
>>> NORMAL KID WOULD EVER IMAGINE AT ANY RATE! THE PRINCIPAL WAS GETTING AT
>>> LEAST 3-5 EXPELLED FROM CLASS EVERY WEEK FOR NUMEROUS SKIPPED CLASSES ON
>>> PURPOSE TO AVOID NOT HANDING IN MY HOMEWORK.   KIDS IN HIGH SCHOOL HAVE
>>> TIME MANAGEMENT SKILLS, AND ORGANIZED HOMEWORK TIMES.
>>
>>> And now,  just looking back at all this disastrous school problems, and
>>> the pattern of a kid with Attention -Deficit- Hyperactive -Disorder and
>>> Autism,
>>> the first thing these kids have COMPLETE LACK OF organization, No sense
>>> of time for every task that I was given, be at home chores, chronically
>>> found a way to put off  everything that i had been in charge of doing.
>>> CHRONIC PROCRASTINATION, FROM PIANO PRACTICE, TO CUTTING THE GRASS, WASH
>>> THE CAR, PAINT THE FRONT DOOR, TOTAL LACK OF SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITIES,
>>> EVEN MORE THAN EVER, "LATER, TOMORROW," TERRIFIED WHEN OUT OF TIME
>>> DEADLINES WERE NEVER LONG ENOUGH!  TIME FLEW WHEN I WAS CONSISITENTLY
>>> PUTTING OFF IMPORTANT CHORES AND
>>> I DREADED HAVING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL OF WHEN TIME WAS UP THE TEACHER
>>> FOUND OUT THAT I DID NOT DO ANY HOMEWORK, PRACTICE WHATSOEVER.  ALL
>>> HOMEWORK COMPLETELY UNDONE!  MORE ZEROES ON MY REPORT CARDS!!! MORE
>>> EXPELLED FROM CLASS BY THE HUNDREDS BY THE TIME THE YEAR FINALLY CAME TO
>>> A FURTHER IMPOSSIBLE EXAMS WEEK, THEATENEND BY A PACK HIGHSCHOOL 5
>>> BULLIES WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE TO GET A INTIMIDATING BEATING ONCE EXAMS
>>> ENDED! AND GUESS WHAT?  I NEEDED TO GET OUT FIRST BEFORE THEY DID!!!
>>> TRIED TO HURRY THE EXAM A MULTIPLE CHOICE AND I OPTED TO FILL ALL THE
>>> QUESTIONS WITH RANDOM ANWSERS, TURNED IN MY ANSWER SHEET, AND
>>> SUCCESSFULLY AVOIDED THE CONFONTATION THAT WOULD HAVE LEFT ME BLEEDING!
>>> THIS THREAT TO ME WAS A CRUCIAL DECIDING FACTOR IN ELECTING TO HAVE
>>> FAILED EXAM RESULT.
>>> I'D RATHER BE DEAD THAN TO HAVE FACE THE FACT OF TELL MY PARENTS THAT I
>>> WAS IN DEEP TROUBLE AT SCHOOL.
>>>
>>> MY DAD WAS USUALLY IMPATIENT SHORT TEMPERED, KEPT ON PUTTING ME DOWN
>>> WITH VERY BELITTLING WORDS, YOU'RE SMARTER THAN THAT,  GOOD FOR NOTHING.
>>> NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT WAS THE PROBLEM  WITH ME.
>>>
>>> BACK THEN, THERE WAS NO REHAB, NO MENTAL HOSPITAL TO GO TO WHEN THINGS
>>> WERE BAD!  THERE WERE NO SPECIAL SCHOOLS KIDS WITH MENTAL DISABILITIES
>>> COULD GO TO IN A BETTER LEARNING ENVIRONMENT SPECIALLY SUITED FOR KIDS
>>> WITH AUTISM, ADHD, CHILDHOOD BIPOLAR, CHRONIC DEPRESSION, IMPOSSIBLY
>>> DIFFICULT LEARNING LIKE I HAD, WITH COMPLETE INABILITY TO DO ANY KIND OF
>>> PRACTICE, EVERY KIND OF SMALL TASKS, OR MORE IMPORTANT TASKS, THIS IS
>>> TRULY A VERY LIMITING RESTRICTION, NOT TO BE ABLE TO DO REGULAR WORK
>>> AROUND THE HOUSE, OR AT WORK, AND QUITE RESTRICTINGLY AT SCHOOL WHERE
>>> REGULAR HOME WORK IS CRUCIAL FOR THE CORRECT LEARNING OF EVERY TOPIC.
>>> TODAY, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, I'M DEFINITELY REALIZING THAT ALL MY
>>> CHRONIC PROBLEMS IN SCHOOL, WORK, AND IN LIFE, HAS NOW FOUND A COMMON
>>> REASON, AFTER AN ENTIRE LIFETIME OF FAILED EXPECTATIONS TO MYSELF AND
>>> EVERYONE THAT HAD BEEN DISAPPOINTED TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
>>>
>>> PROCRASTINATION IS MY WORST ENEMY AND MY EVERYDAY NIGHTMARE!
>>>
>>> HOW WILL I TACKE THE MOST STUBBORN PROBLEM FOR ME AND EVERYONE WHO'SE
>>> LOST FAITH AND TRUST IN ME LONG TIME AGO?
>>>
>>> THIS IS QUITE SERIOUS ISSUE THAT I FACE TODAY.   I HAVE TO GO FINISH  MY
>>> MOM'S MICROWAVE SHELF, IT'S CLOSE TO 2 WEEKS IT GOT STARTED, NOT
>>> FINISHED YET, SCARED THAT IT WILL NOT FIT AFTER I CAREFULLY NEED TO
>>> LOCATE 4 HOLES WHERE 4 WOOD STUDS WILLL INIVISIBLY BOX IN ON THE NEW
>>> SHELF AN THE OLD ONE!
>> GUESS WHAT:  MONDAY FINALLY FINISHED THAT SHELF AND TOURNED OUT EASIER
>> THAN I EVER ANTICIPATED.
>>>
>>> I ALSO NEED TO GO TO A SPECIAL OFFICE FOR PEOPLE THAT ARE SICK CAN'T
>>> WORK (GENESIS, CREATION OF LIFE)
>>   YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS,  MONDAY AFTERNOON I FINALLY GOT THE IMPOSSIBLE
>> COURAGE AND GUTS TO GO TO  GENESIS AFTER MONTHS OF  FURTHER AVOIDANCE OF
>> EVERY EXCUSE IN THE BOOK  CANT' COME UP WITH ENOUGH EXCUSES ANYMORE!
>> THIS WAS EXTREMELY CHALLENGING FOR ME SINCE AFTER THE INITIAL CHECK-IN
>> YOU WERE ASSIGNED TO A SPECIFIC HELP AGENT, AND  TOOK ONE AND HALF HOURS
>> OF WAIT BEFORE I WAS FINALLY INSIDE TALKING WITH A WONDERFUL VERY
>> RESOURCEFUL PERSON THAT IMMEDIATELY BEGAN ASSESSING OUR SITUATION FOR
>> WELFARE ASSISTANCE WITH SEPARATION,  OPEN MORGAGE, AND IN REHAB FOR LONG
>> TERM GAVE US ALL THE RELEVANT FORMS TO FILL OUT AND HIGHLIGHTED THE
>> DOCUMENTS  THAT WERE NEEDED TO OPEN A FILE CORRECTLY: - SEPARATION
>> PAPERS - MORTGAGE STATEMENT - BIRTH CERTIFCATE - MEDICAL FORM FOR
>> DISABILITY REPORT MENTAL HEALTH TO BE GIVEN TO DR-MIRESKO NEXT WEEK NEXT
>> APPOINTMENT
>>> PETRIFIED ON COMING UP WITH A STORY THAT WILL MAKE ME
>>> ELIGIBLE TO RECEIVE TEMPORARY WELFARE ASSISTANCE EVEN THOUGH WE 'RE NOT
>>> ELIGIBLE TO GET IT BECAUSE OF OUR MORTGAGE!   I'M A TOTAL EMOTIONAL MESS
>>> ANXIETY LEVEL FREEZE ME UP FOR WORDS AND CLEAR THOUGHTS,  RIGHT WHEN I
>>> NEED TO TELL THE OTHER PERSON CURRENT SITUATION AND MY PROBLEM!
>>>
>>> THE ONLY WAY I'LL MANAGE  IS TO WRITE DOWN ON PAPER MY ITEMS THAT I KNOW
>>> I'LL HAVE TO READ THEM OUT TO THE AGENT WHO HELPS US.  MY ANXIETY LEVELS
>>> ARE AT VERY TERRORIZING LEVELS-  I SHAKE WORSE THAN EVER RIGHT WHEN I
>>> NEED TO CONVEY THE INFORMATION ALMOST CAN'T TALK CAN'T BREATHE,
>>> TERRIBLY UNCOMFORTABLE
>>>
>>> SORRY MY TIM'ES UP, NEED TO GET BACK TO MICROWAVE SHELF, ALTHOUGH I
>>> WOULD STILL FIND WAYS TO PUT IT OFF AGAIN !  WELCOME ABOARD TO MORE
>>> CHRONIC PROCRASTINATIONS!
>>>
>>> Have great day and read, DON'T EVEN THINK OF PUTTING OFF: SECONDS,
>>> MINUTES, HOURS, DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS, SEASONS, ENTIRE SCHOOL YEARS, JUST
>>> TO CATCH UP WITH  THE WORLD BIGGEST NIGHTMARE ON YOUR HANDS BECAUSE WHEN
>>> THE DAY OF RECONING COMES AROUND,   NO AMOUNT OF AVOIDANCE WILL GET YOU
>>> THROUGH!
>>> THE GOOD NEWS IS:  THERE IS AN EASY WAY TO PUT AWAY AVOIDANCE, FOR GOOD,
>>> WITH COURAGE, FAITH IN YOURSELF, AND OH I AMOST FORGOT:  IT'S A SUPER
>>> HAPPY FEELING, EACH TIME YOU CHALLENGE THESE BAD HABITS, AND THE MORE
>>> BAD THINGS ON YOUR LIST OF THE PAST, YOU'RE GOING TO ENJOY MULTIPLE
>>> HAPPY FEELINGS ENOUGH TO GIVE A NEW AND FUN REASON TO CHANGE FOR THE
>>> BETTER! THIS SURE BEATS PLAYING THE AVOIDANCE GAME WITH YOURSELF AND
>>> PEOPLE WHO CARE.
>>
>>> HAVE A BETTER DAY THAN I'M HAVING!!!!
>>>
>>> SAY HI  AND FEEL FREE TO SHARE ALL THESE UNBELIEVABLE UNCONVENTIONAL
>>> 500% TRUE STORIES THAT I GENUINELY HAD TO KICK MYSELF THROUGH!!!
>>> TALK TO YOU AGAIN, WHEN I HAVE A MOMENT TO SPARE 5 PAGES OF IMPOSSIBLY
>>> TRUE STORIES FILLED WITH GENUINE FEAR,  STRESS ANXIETY ATTACKS BY THE
>>> MILLIONS!
>>>
>>> Sorry for the upper case it's easier to read if you print these stories
>>> out and read through them!
>>> no, they're not loud stories or angry, just easy to read format.
>>>
>>
>>
>>
>>> Bruno A HOPELESS CASE DRIVEN HOPEFUL UNEXPECTDLY SURPRISED!  CAN'T WAIT
>>> TO FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!

PS. I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH GETIING MY HOMEWORK DONE AT ALL, BUT LET'S
FIND A POSITIVE NEW WAY TO BEGIN IMPROVING FUNCTIONALITY  FOR CHORES AND
HOMEWORK.
>>
>
>

DOOMED IN NOT RETURNING HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENTS

HOW FAR CAN PROCRASTINATION AT ITS WORST GO? READ ON AS IT STARTS OUT SMALL
AND CUTE, AND GROWS SO FAST OUT OF UNIMAGINABLE HAUTING PROPORTIONS!!!

HOW LONG COULD YOU SURVIVE AVOIDING DOING REGULAR EASY AND SHORT HOMEWORK TO
GET INTO THE SCHOOL CURRICULUM? HOW LONG COULD YOU SURVIVE AVOIDING TURNING
IN ASSIGMENTS?  HOW LONG ARE THOSE 4-6 WEEKS WORTH OF WORK.  IS THE STRESS
AND ANXIETY LEVEL AFTER CONTINUALLY HAVING TO FIND ANOTHER EXCUSE FOR THE
UNDONE HOMEWORKS?   I KEPT ON FOOLING THE TEACHER BY TELLING HER THAT IT WAS
ALREADY IN HER PILE YESTERDAY'S HOMEWORK SINCE THAT BOUGHT ME TIME, AND NEXT
CLASS SHE'D TELL ME THAT IT WAS EVEN TURNED IN!! THEN OUT OF PATIENCE TIRED
OF HAVING BEEN MISLED TO BEING STUPID.  SHE GAVE ME ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE
EXPELLED FROM CLASS PAPERS.

MY TO DO LIST LONG OVERDUE  PROJECTS:
> A MICROWAVE SHELF, 2-WEEKS INCOMPLETE HOME WORK 3 WEEKS BEHIND FOR LOW
> SELF ESTIME CLASS.
CATCHING UP FROM HOME WORK GIVEN OVER 3 WEEKS AGO, AN THE 2 WEEKS AGO
HOMEWORK STILL NEEDING TO BE DONE IN ORDER AFTER THE INITIAL ONE WAS
INCOMPLETE.  IT'S QUITE OVELOADED HOMEWORK WHEN YOU HAVE TO GO BACK 4 WEEKS
JUST TO GET THE REST OF THE WORK IN CORRECT ORDER TO FINALLY COMLETE THE
FUNCTIONAL FINAL ONE.   GEE I'M SOO-BEHIND!!!

> I'm also quite busy this week, and STILL BEHIND 2 WKS FOR COMPLETING A
> MICROWAVE SHELF since I'm in REHAB 2 days a week for the next 12-18 months
> every WED and THU to learn SOCIAL SKILLS and REBUILDING CHRONIC LOW
> SELF-ESTIME.   These LIFELONG issues have made me chronically SHY and FAIL
> TO FIT IN ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE, WORK, FAILED SCHOOL, was chronically
> bullied, THREATENED  non-stop, terrorizing anxiety because I was UNABLE TO
> COMPLETE ALL MY HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENTS. I got permanent DETENTIONS AFTER
> SCHOOL  and with school ending at  5:45PM I had to stay on until 7:00PM.
> My parents gave me real issues when I was coming home THAT LATE!! and sure
> enough
   there's NO WAY that I could ever tell my parents what was going on!
>
> The failure to turn in important assignments got SO BAD that I started
> skipping classes when there was assignments to turn in!  Teachers
> eventually gave me a DISASTER NOTE TO NOTIFY MY PARENTS AND SIGN, OF YET
> UNTOLD the chronic homework/assignments and failing attendance. This NOTE
> was a DISCIPLINARY NOTE FOR SERIOUS OFFENCES, 3 STRIKES AND YOU'RE
> EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL PERMANENTLY
>
> EACH TEACHER OF ALL DIFFERENT CLASSES MATH, FRENCH, ENGLISH, GEOGRAPHY,
> GYM, WOULD ALSO SUBMIT THESE DISCIPLINARY PAPERS THAT WENT ON YOUR FILE
> AND IN THE SAME WEEK I RECEIVED ONE FOR EVERY DIFFERENT TEACHER FOR FAILED
> TO SUBMIT ASSIGNMENTS, AND NOT GOING TO CLASS ON PURPOSE TO AVOID FURTHER
> EXPULSIONS FROM CLASS.  THIS HAD DEGENERATED INTO MULTIPLE TERRORIZING
> MAJOR AVOIDANCES EVER !!!
>
> NEEDLESS TO SAY,  MY YEAR IN NOTRE-DAME WAS BEYOND ANYTHING THAT ANY
> NORMAL KID WOULD EVER IMAGINE AT ANY RATE! THE PRINCIPAL WAS GETTING AT
> LEAST 3-5 EXPELLED FROM CLASS EVERY WEEK FOR NUMEROUS SKIPPED CLASSES ON
> PURPOSE TO AVOID NOT HANDING IN MY HOMEWORK.   KIDS IN HIGH SCHOOL HAVE
> TIME MANAGEMENT SKILLS, AND ORGANIZED HOMEWORK TIMES.

> And now,  just looking back at all this disastrous school problems, and
> the pattern of a kid with Attention -Deficit- Hyperactive -Disorder and
> Autism,
> the first thing these kids have COMPLETE LACK OF organization, No sense of
> time for every task that I was given, be at home chores, chronically found
> a way to put off  everything that i had been in charge of doing.  CHRONIC
> PROCRASTINATION, FROM PIANO PRACTICE, TO CUTTING THE GRASS, WASH THE CAR,
> PAINT THE FRONT DOOR, TOTAL LACK OF SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITIES, EVEN MORE
> THAN EVER, "LATER, TOMORROW," TERRIFIED WHEN OUT OF TIME  DEADLINES WERE
> NEVER LONG ENOUGH!  TIME FLEW WHEN I WAS CONSISITENTLY PUTTING OFF
> IMPORTANT CHORES AND
> I DREADED HAVING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL OF WHEN TIME WAS UP THE TEACHER
> FOUND OUT THAT I DID NOT DO ANY HOMEWORK, PRACTICE WHATSOEVER.  ALL
> HOMEWORK COMPLETELY UNDONE!  MORE ZEROES ON MY REPORT CARDS!!! MORE
> EXPELLED FROM CLASS BY THE HUNDREDS BY THE TIME THE YEAR FINALLY CAME TO A
> FURTHER IMPOSSIBLE EXAMS WEEK, THEATENEND BY A PACK HIGHSCHOOL 5 BULLIES
> WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE TO GET A INTIMIDATING BEATING ONCE EXAMS ENDED!
> AND GUESS WHAT?  I NEEDED TO GET OUT FIRST BEFORE THEY DID!!!   TRIED TO
> HURRY THE EXAM A MULTIPLE CHOICE AND I OPTED TO FILL ALL THE QUESTIONS
> WITH RANDOM ANWSERS, TURNED IN MY ANSWER SHEET, AND SUCCESSFULLY AVOIDED
> THE CONFONTATION THAT WOULD HAVE LEFT ME BLEEDING!  THIS THREAT TO ME WAS
> A CRUCIAL DECIDING FACTOR IN ELECTING TO HAVE FAILED EXAM RESULT.
> I'D RATHER BE DEAD THAN TO HAVE FACE THE FACT OF TELL MY PARENTS THAT I
> WAS IN DEEP TROUBLE AT SCHOOL.
>
> MY DAD WAS USUALLY IMPATIENT SHORT TEMPERED, KEPT ON PUTTING ME DOWN WITH
> VERY BELITTLING WORDS, YOU'RE SMARTER THAN THAT,  GOOD FOR NOTHING.  NOT
> UNDERSTANDING WHAT WAS THE PROBLEM  WITH ME.
>
> BACK THEN, THERE WAS NO REHAB NO MENTAL HOSPITAL TO GO TO WHEN THINGS WERE
> BAD!
>
> TODAY, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, I'M DEFINITELY REALIZING THAT ALL MY
> CHRONIC PROBLEMS IN SCHOOL, WORK, AND IN LIFE, HAS NOW FOUND A COMMON
> REASON, AFTER AN ENTIRE LIFETIME OF FAILED EXPECTATIONS TO MYSELF AND
> EVERYONE THAT HAD TO DISAPPOINTED TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
>
> PROCRASTINATION IS MY WORST ENEMY AND MY EVERYDAY NIGHTMARE!
>
> HOW WILL I TACKE THE MOST STUBBORN PROBLEM FOR ME AND EVERYONE WHO'SE LOST
> FAITH AND TRUST IN ME LONG TIME AGO?
>
> THIS IS QUITE SERIOUS ISSUE THAT I FACE TODAY.   I HAVE TO DO FINISH  MY
> MOM'S MICROWAVE SHELF, IT'S CLOSE TO 2 WEEKS IT GOT STARTED, NOT FINISHED
> YET, SCARED THAT IT WILL NOT FIT AFTER I CAREFULLY NEED TO LOCATE 4 HOLES
> WHERE 4 WOOD STUDS WILLL INIVISIBLY BOX IN ON THE NEW SHELF AN THE OLD
> ONE!
 GUESS WHAT:  MONDAY FINALLY FINISHED THAT SHELF AND TOURNED OUT EASIER THAN
I EVER ANTICIPATED.
>
> I ALSO NEED TO GO TO A SPECIAL OFFICE FOR PEOPLE THAT ARE SICK CAN'T WORK
> (GENESIS, CREATION OF LIFE)
   YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS,  MONDAY AFTERNOON I FINALLY GOT THE IMPOSSIBLE
COURAGE AND GUTS TO GO TO  GENESIS AFTER MONTHS OF  FURTHER AVOIDANCE OF
EVERY EXCUSE IN THE BOOK  CANT' COME UP WITH ENOUGH EXCUSES ANYMORE!  THIS
WAS EXTREMELY CHALLENGING FOR ME SINCE AFTER THE INITIAL CHECK-IN YOU WERE
ASSIGNED TO A SPECIFIC HELP AGENT, AND  TOOK ONE AND HALF HOURS OF WAIT
BEFORE i WAS FINALLY INSIDE TALKING WITH A WONDERFUL VERY RESOURCEFUL PERSON
THAT IMMEDIATELY BEGAN ASSESSING OUR SITUATION FOR WELFARE ASSISTANCE WITH
SEPARATION,  OPEN MORGAGE, AND IN REHAB FOR LONG TERM GAVE US ALL THE
RELEVANT FORMS TO FILL OUT AND HIGHLIGHTED THE DOCUMENTS  THAT WERE NEEDED
TO OPEN A FILE CORRECTLY: - SEPARATION PAPERS - MORTGAGE STATEMENT - BIRTH
CERTIFCATE - MEDICAL FORM FOR DISABILITY REPORT MENTAL HEALTH TO BE GIVEN TO
DR-MIRESKO NEXT WEEK NEXT APPOINTMENT
> PETRIFIED ON COMING UP WITH A STORY THAT WILL MAKE ME
> ELIGIBLE TO RECEIVE TEMPORARY WELFARE ASSISTANCE EVEN THOUGH WE 'RE NOT
> ELIGIBLE TO GET IT BECAUSE OF OUR MORTGAGE!   I'M A TOTAL EMOTIONAL MESS
> ANXIETY LEVEL THAT FREEZE ME UP,  RIGHT WHEN I NEED TO TELL THE OTHER
> PERSON CURRENT SITUATION AND MY PROBLEM!
>
> THE ONLY WAY i'LL MANAGE  IS TO WRITE DOWN ON PAPER MY ITEMS THAT I KNOW
> I'LL HAVE TO READ THEM OUT TO THE AGENT WHO HELPS US.  MY ANXIETY LEVELS
> ARE AT VERY TERRORIZING LEVELS-  I SHAKE WORSE THAN EVER RIGHT WHEN I NEED
> TO CONVEY THE INFORMATION ALMOST CAN'T TALK CAN'T BREATHE,  TERRIBLY
> UNCOMFORTABLE
>
> SORRY MY TIM'ES UP, NEED TO GET BACK TO MICROWAVE SHELF, ALTHOUGH I WOULD
> STILL FIND WAYS TO PUT IT OFF AGAIN !  WELCOME ABOARD TO MORE CHRONIC
> PROCRASTINATIONS!
>
> Have great day and read, DON'T EVEN THINK OF PUTTING OFF: SECONDS,
> MINUTES, HOURS, DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS, SEASONS, ENTIRE SCHOOL YEARS, JUST TO
> CATCH UP WITH  THE WORLD BIGGEST NIGHTMARE ON YOUR HANDS BECAUSE WHEN THE
> DAY OF RECONING COMES AROUND,   NO AMOUNT OF AVOIDANCE WILL GET YOU
> THROUGH!
> THE GOOD NEWS IS:  THERE IS AN EASY WAY TO PUT AWAY AVOIDANCE, FOR GOOD,
> WITH COURAGE, FAITH IN YOURSELF, AND OH I AMOST FORGOT:  IT'S A SUPER
> HAPPY FEELING, EACH TIME YOU CHALLENGE THESE BAD HABITS, AND THE MORE BAD
> THINGS ON YOUR LIST OF THE PAST, YOU'RE GOING TO ENJOY MULTIPLE HAPPY
> FEELINGS ENOUGH TO GIVE A NEW AND FUN REASON TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!
> THIS SURE BEATS PLAYING THE AVOIDANCE GAME WITH YOURSELF AND PEOPLE WHO
> CARE.

> HAVE A BETTER DAY THAN I'M HAVING!!!!
>
> SAY HI  AND FELL FREE TO SHARE ALL THESE UNBELIEVABLE UNCONVENTIONAL
> STORIES THAT I GENUINELY HAD TO KICK MYSELF THOUGH!!!
> TALK TO YOU AGAIN, WHEN I HAVE A MOMENT TO SPARE 5 PAGES OF IMPOSSIBLY
> TRUE STORIES FILLED WITH GENUINE FEAR,  STRESS ANXIETY ATTACKS BY THE
> MILLIONS!
>
> Sorry for the upper case it's easier to read if you print these stories
> out and read through them!
> no, they're not loud stories or angry, just easy to read format.
>



> Bruno

DO YOUR MOST DEAREST DREAM, SWIM WITH MERMAIDS

BEING TALENTED IN WRITING, SURPRISE YOURSELF WITH VERY OWN DREAM COME TRUE STORY!  LIVE YOUR VERY OWN MERMAID STORY AS A TRUE STORY BASED ON A COMPOSTION ABOUT YOUR VACATION!  

PUT THE TWO TOGETHER, AND... FIND ME IN A DOLPHIN WATCH TOUR BOAT, -  AND IN A SPIN, INSTEAD OF DOLPHINS, SOMETHING LARGER, JUMPS VERY HIGH OUT OF THE WATER AT SOME DISTANCE OF THE BOAT, WITH DISTINCTIVE FEATURES RESEMBLING A REAL-LIFE MERMAID.  I POINTED  IN THE DIRECTION WHERE SHE WAS JUMPING, AND FINALLY THE TOUR BOAT MOVED OUR BOAT CLOSER AND LO AND BEHOLD IT WAS TRULY THERE FOR EVERYONE TO SEE JUMP AND PLAY,  INSTEAD OF THE DOLPHINS! 

I HAD TO GO SEE FOR MYSELF, NOW, INITIALLY WE TOOK THE DOLPHIN TOUR AND WANTED TO ATTEMPT TO GO DOLPHIN SWIMMING SHOULD WE FIND SOME WILLING TO PLAY. GOT QUICKLY CHANGED PUT ON A MASK, AND FLIPPERS, TO HELP ME SWIM TO HER.  I WAS WORRIED THAT SHE GOT ALARMED BY A SWIMMER IN THE WATER, AND SWIM AWAY AS WITH MOST UNDERWATER SWIMS!  GENTLY GOT IN THE WATER, WHILE KEEPING AN EYE ON HER, TO MAKE SURE THAT I WASN'T SCARING HER AWAY. FINALLY IN THE WATER I WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE BREATH TAKING UNDERWATER BEAUTY, AND COMPLETELY AGAINST MY WILDEST EXPECTATION, AND I WAS CAUGHT BY SURPRISE SHE CAUGHT MY CAREFUL EYE AND IMMEDIATELY SWAM TOWARDS ME ALARMINGLY,  GEE EITHER THAT OR SHE COULD BE ATTACKING AS SHE SWAM WITHOUT ANY DOUBT, IN MY DIRECTION  I NOW REALIZED THAT ON THE OTHER HAND I WAS GOING TO GET RAMMED BY AN  UNDERWATER HIGH SPEED BULLET TRAIN, WHEN SHE WAS NEAR SHE SLOWED DOWN AND CAUGHT ME IN A HUG FACE TO FACE,

AND SUDDENLY, I UNDERSTOOD THAT SHE WANTED TO PLAY WITH ME, SO FOR TEMPORARY UNDERWATER GILLS, SHE QUICKLY SPED OFF TO A BUNCH OF WEEDS, YANKED A PIECE OFF AND SHOWED HOW TO USE IT AND WHAT POSITION TO PUT IT IN!  AND AFTER SOME TRIES AND HAD TROUBLE POSITIONING THE GILL-E-WEED FINALLY SHE HELPED ME GET THEM ON AND JUST LIKE MAGIC, I HAD GILLS WAS BREATHING NORMALLY UNDER WATER! FINALLY WE BOTH ASSUMED A UNIFIED ASPECT, WE WERE ONE !  BOTH OUR BODIES ENTWINED TOGETHER, AND WE WERE READY TO SWIM TOGETHER, AT ONCE SHE SPED AT FULL SPEED FORWARD, DOVE STRAIGHT DOWN, INTO THE DEPTHS TO BUILD VERTICAL SPEED FOR A TRULY SPECTACULAR VERTICAL JUMP OUT OF THE WATER, TO RECORD BREAKING HEIGHTS FOLLOWED BY A SERIES OF FLIPS TO SHARPLY DIVE STRAIGHT DOWNWARDS TO CONTINUE ANOTHER POWERFUL UNDERWATER HALF-LOOP, AND WITH THE COMBINED SPEED, WE WERE BEYOND AIRBORNE WE BEAT THE SEAGULLS THAT DAY!  I LOVE VACATIONS LIKE THAT!  WHO DOESNT? 

IN MY REAL LIFE I STILL WANT TO ABSOLUTELY, GO ON DOLPHIN SWIM AND SEE WHERE THEY TAKE ME!  THE SKY IS THE LIMIT EVEN WITH DOLPHIN JUMPING!      

I'M IN LOVE WITH  THIS STORY PISCES BROWN EYES ENJOY MY DEAR READERS!   

ALRIGHT: HERE'S THE BEST FOR EVERY ONE! INFORMATION PEOPLE CAN RELY ON IN TIME OF CRISIS IN THE EVENT

DEAR READERS,   SITUATION NON CRITICAL TO YOU OR ME OR ANYONE AROUND, BUT IT'S A AN ALERT OF HIGH IMPORTANCE     

AT THE PRESENT TIME, MY AWARENESS  IS AS SHORT A LIGHTNING STORM IN THE DARK, BUT TO THAT CRUCIAL EXTENT, I'VE BEEN GETTING NUMEROUS DREAMS OF SIMILAR URGENCY, AND THESE WERE EMAILED AS EARLY AS LAST SUMMER.   

ONCE AGAIN THESE PREPARATIONS AND SUPPORT ROLES THAT I SAW MY SELF UNDERTAKING IN THIS VIVID DREAM, TEACHING SURVIVAL STRATEGIES TO EVACUEES TO BE!   FINDING ANCIENT HIDDEN SECRET EVACUATION LOCATIONS,  USED BY ANCIENT CIVILIZATION USED TO ESCAPE THE LAST DISASTER IN TIME!   ACCORDING TO THE MOST RECENT ACCOUNT OF ANY EXTENT OF DISASTER GOES BACK TO SINKING OF ATLANTIS.  MORE ISOLATED ONES IN THE FORM OR EARTHQUAKES, FLOODS, STORMS, HURRICANES, DEVASTATING TSUNAMIS.   THESE ARE LOCALIZED DISASTERS, AND GLOBAL  ANNIHILATION OCCURED WITH A METEOR IMPACTING THE PLANET WITH SUCH FORCE THAT IT KILLED THE DINOSAURS AND RENDERED INHABITABLE FOR CENTURIES.          

BLOG TOPIC:

DEAR READERS,   SITUATION NON CRITICAL TO YOU OR ME OR ANYONE AROUND, BUT IT'S A AN ALERT OF HIGH IMPORTANCE     

AT THE PRESENT TIME, MY AWARENESS  IS AS SHORT A LIGHTNING STORM IN THE DARK, BUT TO THAT CRUCIAL EXTENT, I'VE BEEN GETTING NUMEROUS DREAMS OF SIMILAR URGENCY OVER SEVERAL MONTHS NOW, AND THESE WERE EMAILED AS EARLY AS LAST SUMMER.   

ONCE AGAIN THESE DREAMS INCLUDED PREPARATIONS FOR YET SCHEDULED POLAR FLIP ANYTIME IN THE NEXT 1-3 YRS. A MAGNETIC POLE FLIP NORTH BECOMES SOUTH MAY AFFECT EARTH'S ROTATION CHANGING DIRECTION. IF MINOR, PERHAPS WE GET LOCAL DISASTER. WHAT EVER FATE DICTATES HUMANITY THIS TIME, UPCOMING AND SUPPORT ROLES THAT I SAW MY SELF UNDERTAKING IN THIS VIVID DREAM, TEACHING SURVIVAL STRATEGIES TO EVACUEES TO BE!   FINDING ANCIENT HIDDEN SECRET EVACUATION LOCATIONS,  USED BY ANCIENT CIVILIZATION USED TO ESCAPE THE LAST DISASTER IN TIME!   ACCORDING TO THE MOST RECENT ACCOUNT OF ANY EXTENT OF DISASTER GOES BACK TO SINKING OF ATLANTIS.  MORE ISOLATED ONES IN THE FORM OR EARTHQUAKES, FLOODS, STORMS, HURRICANES, DEVASTATING TSUNAMIS.   THESE ARE LOCALIZED DISASTERS, AND GLOBAL  ANNIHILATION OCCURED WITH A METEOR IMPACTING THE PLANET WITH SUCH FORCE THAT IT KILLED THE DINOSAURS AND RENDERED INHABITABLE FOR CENTURIES.  TRAGIC EVENTS IN THE PAST. PLS WATCH DISCOVERY CHANNEL DISASTER DOCUMENTARIES HAVE TO BE WATCHED IN FULL SO AT LEAST EVERYONE HAS A FULL PICTURE OF ALL THE EVENTS PUT TOGETHER AND HOW BEST DEAL WITH OPEN DISCUSSION, SUGGESTIONS, EVAC PLANS, STRATEGIES! SAFE HOUSES, SAFE PLACES TO ESCAPE ARE VALID.   ALL RIGHT NOW WE HAVE DISCUSSION MATERIAL!  

BROWN-EYED